Chapter 30- Hurt

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Marks POV

My vision blurred as my eyes began to open. I gasped shooting up. I grabbed my head realizing I wasn't kidnapped and I was just in the hotel room.
My lips chapped and my tongue dry. I groaned in exhaustion.
"Up sleepy head?" Wade peered through the bathroom door and smirked. "Yeah" I managed to say very raspy.
"I was beginning to get worried, you had been asleep for a very long time.." he said looking down. "How long?" I asked curiously. "Almost two days."
My brain immediately froze, two days what happened? Why was I out so long? I can't think. Almost as if there was a block to where I was trying to go. Jack.
I looked at him. "Is Jack ok?" I asked without thinking. It looked almost as his eyes lost a gleam.
"Yeah" he said melancholy like. "They said he was doing really well so he's being released"

My eyes widened, released? Oh no what if he leaves? What if I can't make things right? Fuck fuck..

I shot up heading for the door being cut by Wade. "Wh-where are you going?" He said his hand on my shoulder.
I looked into his pleading eyes and even though I hadn't yet known what was happening he did.
"I'll be right back" I said looking down to his hand so he knew to remove it.

I pushed past the door and jogged down the hallway, having to stop occasionally and hold my head. I still wasn't well but my drive was powerful.

I ran out the door out of breath, and there he was. We both froze for a moment before he turned to Jade who had been behind him wide eyed.
"Let's go" he said continuing to walk past me. I shook myself out of my trance and got in front of him. "Jack please" I pleaded. "I'm done Mark." He said sighing. "Just please listen to me." I pushed. "Why should I?" He asked. "I've given you too many chances." His voice cold.
"I'm sorry" was all I could say. "I'm sorry for what I did. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry I didn't come back. I'm sorry that I didn't remember you... I'm sorry I'm- I'm just so confused Jack.. I'm confused because I-I love you. Its always been you Jack.. I've always loved you!" I yelled desperately my eyes forced shut at any reaction that would be made. My fists clenched at my side and I was shaking.

"Mark..." I heard Wade's innocent voice from behind me. I turned on my heals, "Wade." I exhaled. "I-I" I tried to explain but there was no way I could. I'm confused. His face turned into a mixture of things, anger, sorrow, confusion. He took his ring off and threw it at me. I grabbed it desperately, "Wade wait-" I stepped towards him.
"See Mark.. that's what you do.." Jack said. I turned to see him look up at me from the ground. "You hurt people." He said. Those words cutting through me like daggers. "I..." I sputtered. "But I love you." I said. He bit his lip. "You know" he looked me in the eyes. "Maybe there was a time you could say that but not any more..I don't love you" the words flowed out almost as if acted. It sounded like a lie but it must be true. I felt tear well up as he pushed past me. I looked at Jade as the tears began to shed. Her facial expression was neutral as she followed Jack passed me. It was then I was left in the hotel parking lot alone.. with nobody.

"You hurt people."
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