Shawn Mendes Imagines

it's going to be okay

A/N okay guys I need some ideas could you please give me some and this one is going to be sad😩.

Shawn's POV
Me and y/n just got back from the doctors, come to find out she has type 2 lung cancer.

It's so heart breaking but we're gonna get through it. I asked Andrew can I take 2 weeks off because I want to spend as much time as possible with y/n.

I want to take more weeks off but I can't. I started a live video on instagram to tell my fans that I'll be gone for awhile because y/n is sick.

Some were very understanding and some was not, it broke my heart to See that some if my fans were shellfish. (A/N: I know the mendes army is not like this.)

Me and y/n was watching movies all day. We just got finished our 4th movie when y/n said. "Shawn I'm bored with all this movie stuff, can we go to Starbucks." She asked. "Sure kitten, anything for you." I said.

We were on our way to Starbucks when I fan saw us. "Omg,omg,omg Shawn, Y/n can I please take a picture with you to." I looked at y/n for permission and she gave it.

We took a picture with her and before she left, she said the nicest thing to y/n that had us both in tears. "Y/n I really hope you get through your sickness, I would take it away from you if I could, seeing the way you make Shawn happy is amazing and I don't want to see that all go away." She said on the verge of breaking down. Me and y/n gave her the best group hug in the world.

"Thank you so much." Y/n said crying herself. We were about to keep walking when the fan said. "Oh I almost forgot." She said handing me and y/n small box's. "Thanks." Y/n and I  said at the sametime.

~After starbucks~

When we got back home, we opened the gifts our fan gave us. My gift was 2 rings that said "half of" on one and "a whole" on the other. I gave the one that said "half of" to y/n and I kept the other. In y/n's box, she had a gold charm with half a heart that said "friends" on it. So I guess the fan kept the one that said "best" on it. She also left y/n a letter.

Y/n in 2013 when Shawn first announced that you two were a couple, to be honest I was a little mad a first, but at the same time I knew you were the one. Your singing channel was great and still is. I am one of your biggest fans, when Shawn came on there and made duets with you to it made it even better. So this morning when I heard the news about you sickness I was devastated, but I know in my heart and this feeling is telling me that you're gonna make it. I know it is gonna get harder but I believe in you and I know that you're strong, you will always be in my prayers I love you so very much. Xoxo Amanda~ (PS.Here is my number if you want to talk :) )

I looked over to see y/n sobbing. "What's wrong kitten." I said and she showed me the letter, it brought tears to my eyes to see how much our fans care. I looked at y/n and grabbed her hand. I looked her straight in the eye and said we're gonna get through this.

~2 years later~

Y/n lost all her hair, but she is still beautiful to me today we are gonna see if we beat or lost to Cancer. "Miss y/l/n, we looked at the papers and you beat cancer's butt." Her doctor said. I froze and y/n broke down in tears of joy. "Shawn, are you know okay." Y/n asked. I just looked at her a burst out in tears. She hugged me with all her power and started cry with me. We even made the nurses cry. "I can't wait to tell Amanda." Y/n said. "Well surprise I said and Amanda ran out and gave y/n a hug crying as well. They had became the best of friends. I told Brain and my family and y/n's family. We had a big party when we got home.

~4 years later~

Y/n had grown all her hair back, and Brain and Amanda are dating now. Today is the day that I'm gonna ask y/n can we marry me. I'm so nervous.

When we were out for dinner I asked everyone to quite down. "Y/n I loved you for a long while now we're ten years strong, man does time fly and before it goes any further I want you to be my wife so y/n will you marry me? Every one gasped and y/n screamed "yes, yes , one thousand times yes." She hugged me so hard I thought she was gonna crush me. Every one was was cheering, even the people at the restaurant.

~1 month later~

I was so happy to find out y/n was pregnant with twins, YES TWINS!!! I'm so freaking excited. Me, y/n , Amanda and Brain got the big mansion with 10 bedrooms, 8 bathrooms and alot of room. Y/n and I wedding is in a couple of weeks, next week we gotta get the place for the weeding, I got to make a song for her, and we have to find out the genders of the babies.

~a week later~

We are gonna have our wedding on a beach and our honey moon is gonna be in pairs the city of love. I got this all planned out and it's gonna be great. We are going to have two beautiful baby boys, two little me's are you g to be running around this is great and at this moment I knew everything was gonna be okay.