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three

the six boys haven't seen each other in forever.

yoongi had strayed away from hoseok and never spoke to him since that tragic moment. jimin stopped hanging out with taehyung when he found yoongi in the bathroom. namjoon and Jin aren't even updated to this point so they have no idea what's going on.

yoongi and jimin plan on seeing their former significant others today. it'll be the first day after a streak of many to not be together.

yoongi said he needed to do this, despite not wanting jimin to leave and jimin not wanting to leave him. but they both knew they had to do this, otherwise there was no way they could fix their relationship with two other guys standing in the way.

Jimin's walk to Taehyung's apartment is short, and he hesitantly knocks on the door. a very tired taehyung reveals himself, but his face lights up with worry upon realizing it's jimin.

"jimin! oh my god, where were you? I've been calling you for days! you stopped replying after that one night and I hear about yoongi and I was so worried about you. are you okay-"

"Taehyung," jimin says quietly. Taehyung stops talking to look at jimin, his tone suddenly changing.

"look, I'm sorry but I'm gonna have to end this here. I love yoongi, I've always loved yoongi but only now do I rememeber. I respect you enough to end this before going back to yoongi and moving on. not that it's gonna be easy, but ending this here will make this easier in the long run. I think youre a great guy and I was so happy with you, but you can find someone so much better who can give you all of their love. I'm sorry tae, but I still love you, Im just not as in love with you as I am with yoongi. you're great though, don't get me wrong. don't let this put you down. anybody else who doesn't see your true beauty, like me, isn't worth your time. don't waste your sorrow on me or anybody else who isn't worth it," jimin says, and his gaze falls lower and lower until the very end, and he looks heartfelt and somewhat hopeful

"thank you jimin," Taehyung says, and jimin tilts his head a little. "for what?" He asks, and Taehyung smiles.

"for letting me off easy instead of just breaking up with me and leaving me to cry. you made me feel a lot better and I enjoyed my time with you, but I always knew yoongi was the one for you, and im not gonna be the one to stop true love," Taehyung explains, and jimin smiles. "thank you tae," he says, stepping forward. he wraps his arm around him for a quick hug before they murmur a quick goodbye, parting ways.

meanwhile, yoongi feels extremely nervous as he walks the streets. he feels independent, vulnerable. who knows what could go wrong with Hoseok?

when he gets to his door, his hands are shaking as he knocks on it. hoseok opens it, his eyes looking dead.

"yoongi?" He asks, and yoongi bites his lip. he doesn't want to see hoseok. but he has to tell him this.

"the fuck happened to you, yoongi? are you really such a crybaby that you went and tried ending it all because you can't stand to live without me?" He says, and Yoongi begins to shake even more. he flinches as hoseok raises his voice.

"no, i-" Yoongi starts to say, his voice quiet, but hoseok interrupts him.

"speak the fuck up! honestly I just realized how damn worthless you are! man the fuck up and move on from him and i, don't kill yourself because you weren't good enough for either of us!" Hoseok says, and the hurtful mentions of jimin coke flooding back, once again. instead of feeling nervous, yoongi feels angry.

"i didn't fucking try killing myself because I wasn't good enough for you, you dickhead! I killed myself because the people I thought loved me left me alone to rot when i needed them most. don't fucking tell me I'm worthless and im not good enough. obviously there's something so damn low about you because you went behind my back and betrayed my trust. that's a dick move. if anyone here is worthless, it's you and your two-timing ass! how does it feel to know one of Korea's best underground rappers almost died because you're a fucking cheating, irresponsible dickhead?" Yoongi yells, letting all of his anger spill from his mouth. he's never been like this before. he's always been somewhat calm, and for hoseok to see this side of him, and it being his fault, is a surprise.

"im sorry," Hoseok says, and Yoongi lets out a shaky breath. his entire body is shivering.

"You better fucking be," Yoongi whispers, turning and walking away, tears threatening to fall from his eyes.

when yoongi makes it out the bulding, he sits on the bench and pulls out his phone. he immediately calls jimin, wiping away the tears.

"jiminnie, please come meet me. I'm outside Hoseok's apartment building," Yoongi says immediately as Jimin picks up. "Alright," jimin says, and they say goodbye shortly and hang up.

when yoongi sees Jimin's advancing figure, he stands up and hurries over to him, immediately wrapping his arms around his waist and snuggling into him, letting out the breath he didn't know he was holding. jimin hugs him back, closing his eyes to shield them from the blowing winds.

"its okay yoongi, you did it. I won't let him hurt you, I'm here now. I love you."

-

yall I don't get straight pride day

straight people get every damn day to be with the gender they prefer without being hated on. bashed on.

gay people only get one day where they're supposedly a l l o w e d to publicly love who they want. and even on those days people still have a problem with it.

straight people don't need a pride day??? what are you proud of?

gay pride day is for people to show who they love, no matter the gender, despite the struggles people put them through.

like ffs society has made it seem normal to have to make separate places and building for people because of who they love. that's pretty fucked up if you ask me.

I don't see why who you love determines who you are. this is literally just racism in a different form. discriminating people because they don't follow what you think is right, or who they are.

God said man shall not sleep with boy or whatever. if you can tell and you're not blind, that's against pedophilia. not gay people. that's just a mistake, I can see that, but that doesn't make hurting and separating people because of their sexuality okay.

I get you may not be okay with homosexuals. im not asking you to be okay with it. I just don't see why all this discrimination and harmful acts towards the LGBTQ+ society is necessary.

(im.not hating on straight people at all. homophobic people aren't the problem, just people who bash, hurt, and discriminate the lgbt community)

sorry for ranting I just had to say that whoop