Light Up(zeroyalchaos)

Ceilings

A/N: Warning// Mentions of Suicide

Anthony's P.O.V

I was just laying down looking at the ceiling trying to figure out what to do... I had to convince my mom to let Steven live here and keep him safe from his family as well.

I had so many emotions that I wanted to disappear. So I shoved my face into the pillow hoping that I would fall asleep and not worry about it till the morning.

Dream//

I found myself standing in the end of a dirty alleyway of some city. It was pouring and I felt drenched. There was no one around that I could see at first but I heard cars in the distance. I looked around until something caught my eye; there was someone on the ledge of the bridge across the road with their arms out.

Oh no

Before I could think I started running toward them, I didn't know why but I felt like I knew them. Then as I got closer I realized why. I'd recognized that hair anywhere.

It was Steven.

"Steven!" I screamed and he turned toward me with tears running down his face.

"I j-just can't t-take it anym-more" He cried and I felt my warm tears mix with the cold rain running down my face.

"Steven it doesn't have be like this, I know this is selfish but I can't live without you." I said barely able to speak.

"P-please please please don't do it, it's not worth it trust me. I've been in this position before." I cried staring into his eyes.

His eyes widened and he said,"You have? But your parents would never do what my parents have."

"Not my foster parents... But my biological parents did." I said wiping my tears.

"I'm so s-sorry I didn't know." He whispered.

"Listen to me Steven we can talk about this-"

"It's too late... I love you Anthony." Steven said turning back to his original position.

I immediately leaped up and pushed him off the bridge on the sidewalk where he was safe but I lost my footing. I felt myself falling backwards so I started panicking and started flailing and Steven tried to grab me; it was too late and felt myself falling and I heard Steven's screams. Then everything went black.

I woke up in a cold sweat and in Steven's arms, hearing his sobs.

"I saw it all." He said hugging me tighter and crying harder.

A/N: I'm so sorry for this depressing and short chapter.