Chapter 10

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                                   Kevin's Pov.


After our big argument I went home, why was I so pissed? He blew me and my family off, but no that wasn’t it.
And what was more confusing was when I went to his house and went up to his room, only to find him laying on his bed wearing nothing but boxers, the worst thing was how my body responded at seeing him like that, his hard nice, tan chest, his abs looked good and his ass looked like nothing I ever seen before, nice, firm and pure muscle and I was straining when I spoke only because of the way he looked, and when he spoke his voice sounded so sexy.
Ever since then I’ve tried to not talk to Joey, but the truth is I couldn’t stop thinking about him and to top it all, I've been having dreams of him, laying under me panting and whispering my name while I’m thrusting in to him and as soon as we reached our orgasm, I wake up freaking out, and covered in sweat, my boxers covered in cum.
IM NOT GAY!! I kept telling myself, RIGHT?
I was really confused, so I hooked up with Candy, I didn’t really like her but come on, to kiss someone you have to like them? I don’t think so.
We had sex a couple of times, but in order for me to get hard my mind would go to that night when I saw Joey in his boxers.
That’s when I decided to dump her.
I’m a creep, I like Joey and he can’t stand me, I’m not gay I just like Joey.
I’m on my way, to the school's counselor, I guess they have good news for me.
''So Kevin, we reviewed all your work and let me be the first to congratulate you, you’re graduating IF you keep up your grades, and did you know you were doing AP work?'' she says sounding proud of me.
I was shocked. AP? Joey gave me AP assignments? I grinned, he helped me.
''Now you’re done with the tutoring, your tutor said you’re good to go, since your grades are good, so just continue to go to your classes like before.'' She explained to me but all I could think about is Joey not tutoring me anymore, I won’t get to see him anymore.
Shaking my hand and showing me to the door, the counselor dismissed me.

So that’s it? Not even a good job, he just dropped me? why is it hurting me? I need an explanation from him and I need to find out what’s going on with me.
I walked around all over school but couldn’t find him, I saw David and Sammy talking, I went up to them.
''Hey Sam, where's Joey?'' I question her while looking around for him.
''Um he should be in class?’’ That sounded more like a question than an answer?
''I need to talk to him.'' I sounded desperate and I was.
''Hey, me and Sammy are going to the fair, if you want to go with us?'' David chirped happily.
''Yeah sure, but I think I want to take Joey.'' I reply not looking at them.
''You mean as a date?'' Sammy’s voice was low almost a whisper and David was looking at me like I had a dick on my forehead.
''Yeah, no, shit I don’t fucking know.'' I frowned, feeling confused.
''Dude, do you like Joey?’’ David's voice was a little strained.
''I might, I don’t know David.'' I was rubbing the back of my neck looking everywhere but at them.
''Awe, that's so cool, too bad Joey might not feel the same.'' Sammy said to me sounding sorry.
''Then we make him like him.'' David chided lazily.
''Yeah, lets help you hook up with him.'' Sammy joined David.
'..So..fair?'' I smile at them, they nodded and I smile again then waved since I was going to the rest of my classes.

*TIME FOR THE FAIR*

I was dressed in a plain black shirt, and some baggy jeans I didn’t even style my hair.
I guess David, Sammy and Joey were already there, they didn’t tell him I was coming.

They were sitting at a bench, Joey looked bored, he was wearing some black slacks, dressy shoes and a baby blue dress shirt with a white shirt under it, all in all he was looking good.
I stood there looking at him, do I like him? Do I think he's hot? Fuck he steals my breath away every time he looks at me and my heart stops when I hear his voice.
I thought it was brotherly affection but no, it was something deeper, it was something more, it was love, I have fallen in love with Joey and I didn’t even see it coming, he was a jerk to me and called me every insult in the book and yet I still found him cute.
He's sarcastic and mean to people, because he doesn’t want to let people in.
But I'll make him let me in; I'll force myself into his heart if I have to.

''Hey, Kevin, come on dude.'' David spotted me and I saw Joey stiffen, I smiled.
I went and sat next to Joey, he didn’t look at me.
''Hi Joey.” I whispered in his ear, I felt him shudder.
''Hi, Kevin.'' he mumbled but his voice sounded strained, I smiled, maybe he does like me.
''So what rides are we going on?'' I asked him, not really caring about Sammy and David.
''Ferris wheel.'' he replied looking at Sammy.
''Nah, me and David want to go to the hammer.'' Sammy laughed, winking at me.
I could kiss this girl; she was helping me get her cousin.

''So where's your girlfriend?'' Joey bitched, do I detect jealousy in his voice?
''I dumped her, I realized I have feelings for someone else.'' I respond looking at him, but he wouldn’t look at me.
''Oh.'' He whispered finally glancing at me.
''Why didn’t YOU tell me the good news this morning?” It hurt thinking that he didn’t care enough to tell me.
'' I didn’t think you cared.'' he shrugged while he turned to look at me.
''I did.'' I whispered.
''More than you know.'' I added while looking up at the Ferris wheel.
''What do you mean?’’ He asked me, looking up to the Ferris wheel too.
''Joey, I think, wait no I know that I like you.'' I spoke softly.
He whipped his head around to look at me, with his eyes wide open in shock or surprise or maybe both.
''Wow! You know just wow!” I could hear the anger in his voice.
''Umm Joey?’’ I was gonna ask him if he was ok but the glare from his face stopped me.
''You're not gay!” he deadpanned.

 What? I thought someone can change from straight to gay, right?

''No! you don’t’ like’ me, you think you do, but you don’t.'' He SPAT and stormed off, before he got further Joey turned around. ”Just leave me alone, just stay away from me.'' He said sounding tired.

He doesn’t get it, it’s not easy I can’t leave him alone, doesn’t he get it? The more he pushes me the more I’m drawn to him.
And I’m not giving up, I'll follow him where ever he goes to college, I'll get a job anywhere so long as I’m with him, I'll be happy.
But first I gotta tell my family that I’m gay, yes I finally accepted that I’m gay.

I went home to find my mom and dad in the living room watching a movie.
''Hey sweetie, you’re back early.'' My mom says glancing at the clock.
''Yeah, what’s up bud?’’ My dad frowns as he looks at the time too.
''Can I talk to you guys, its important.'' I mumbled, they both said sure and turned off the TV.
I was nervous! I didn’t know whether they were gonna be ok or mad, I was scared of losing my family and at this instant I knew what Joey felt like when he lost his family, I’ve seen and heard stories about boys coming out to their family and they end up kicked out of the house.
''Son you're scaring us, did you get someone pregnant?'' My mom said sounding alarmed.
''No mom,'' I sighed and closed my eyes.
''Mom, dad ImgayandinlovewithSammy'scousintheonewhotutoredme.'' I said without stopping.
My dad smiled at me.
''Is this the boy you invited to have family night with us?'' I nodded.
''Oh our son is in love.'' my mom cooed in girlie tone.
''You guys aren’t mad?'' I asked them.
''No, you remember your uncle Christian?'' my dad asked, I nodded.
''Well he's gay and lives with his boyfriend, Kevin I love my baby brother so much, why would I not love you son?'' He choked out and I smiled widely, I was so happy, I launched myself at them and hugged them both very tightly.
''Ok, Ok you’re gay but you’re still a man, so don’t cry on me, now go get your boyfriend.'' My dad said with a smile on his face.

I left the house feeling happy, Joey here I come!


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