Swapping Mountain Dews

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Five minutes swapping expressions 

To Two long abusive years of contant shoving my dreams away

Swapping mountain Dews at recess to  giving me easy kicks at kickball 

Locking my expressions, my free speech, my mind, and my love

Swapping notes and homework before school starts were a stupid idea from me

I felt eaten alive by lotcuses and crows

But I feel like a fool for even expressing my heart to you

Leaving a knife of betrayal in my heart

 I remembered when you asked me my name

I was trying to pull my thoughts around to tell you

It did not matter to you

I remembered when you showed me around 

"Being the new kid was rough"  you told me

The gentle push you gave me to be more assertive gave me hope that

Maybe we can learn more about each other

Now it is like we can't see each other in the eye

I have a can of mountain dew for you

It's waiting for you...

When you want to talk 

 

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