Tangled Memory

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I feel connected by a single thread that never seemed to connect to anything

I go to a place no one can see nor understand because they sayit is

Weird

Bizarre

Awkward

Disturbing

But i call it a place where i can call it home

Memories that are tangled by a thread that can never be reconnected

Losing hope in myself that i wouldn't be that person again

I am a starer

And a Listener

And a emotional person

A person only  that goes with what they say

Because so much is put on my sleevees 

That I can't handle myself

From lack of confidence to self identity

Some say I am self confidence

 While others say i am shy and afraid

They are both true

I have an identity that holds my emotions unstable

I have mutlipersonality disorder

I am Tyler but sometimes I am Blaine

Sometimes can be Zayn

These Memories are Tangled 

Because this is who i am

A jabbled up memory that can only be tangled

A tangled memory 

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