Citadel

Needless Trust

Define the neediness of trust?

How can someone simply engulf you into becoming intoxicated to the notion of being needy?

When will the pain grow into a trust like a devoted man to their god?

Gnaw the words into my mouth as the ravages of your voices make me rock the boat of insensibility.

Uphold me to the standards to the shards of decency to rationalize for the lack of vulnerability.

I want you to scream into my ear like the endless possessions we share merge with the drifting woods beneath us.

Kiss me until as if my dreams and wishes wash away into the blood of your hard work, maintaining our soul afloat. 

Tell me again why we need trust if all we do is claw each other's voiceless screams. 

Tell me why and how the world is supposed to be under feet when is seeing us as a spectacle.

What the point of loving the imagery of almost satisfaction than just groveling to the broken nodes of wilted archetypes?

Is that love barely was mentioned in our agreement? 

One single word or phrase flowed through one ear into the other like a calm stream. 

Why fix a problem as if it was an ultimatum? 

Can you see that your voice is breaking your ability to breathe?

Can you see your hands drenched in pain and soreness from resisting your needless trust in my body?

Can you see your mind and soul snared asunder without any guidance because devoting themselves to your physical unfeasible desires?

Heal me with your hands of forgiveness as the trust is reforging into some much greater than before.

Grow with the love we once had before we repeat the bloody wars of recklessness and restlessness. 

Channel your sins into your strokes to cleanse your shrouded enlightenment.

Until you have consecrated the remastered rendition you plead to have shown to me, then the mislay we did not envision can at long last present itself. 

Until then, keep looking and searching for that needless trust you have been craving for.