The SONS Daughter

Closer

The ride up to the cabin was uneventful, which threw Jax and them off since we went in broad daylight. We swept the place before i brought the groceries and my stuff in, just to make sure there was nobody waiting to pop around a corner and stab me to death. 

"I moved the truck more into the woods, that way it cant really be seen." Jax set the keys down on the dining table and pulled out a chair. I poured him a cup of coffee, while Opie and Juice sat in the living area. I sat the coffee cup in front of my brother and sat at the seat across from him. 

"So what time are you guys meeting him? And where will it be at?"

"Around 9 out by the warehouse." I focused my stare at my thumbs.

"Jax please keep everybody safe. If anybody got hurt or killed because of me i dont know what id do with myself."

"Jacky, this isn't your fault, you did what you had to to stay safe, and now the club is going to help you take care of it, that's what we're here for, we are all a family." 

"You know you can't change my mindset Jax. So please, just keep everybody safe, including yourself." He rolled his eyes and nodded his head.

"I will. I promise." He stood up and Opie did the same. "We need to get going, Juice, if she gets hurt i will do whatever anybody does to her, to you." He pointed his finger directly at Juice and pulled the 'don't test me' look. Juices eyes widened and he shook his head so fast he looked like a bobble head.

"Yes Jax i understand." I gave Jax a hug and shut the door behind him and Opie, locking all three locks. 

A few hours had passed, and it was now 6 o'clock. I went into the kitchen to find Juice making tacos for dinner.

"Thats fitting." he rolled his eyes and drained the grease into the sink.

"Im going to pretend that wasnt racist." I grabbed a bottle of whiskey and poured it into a tumbler, then adding some ice.

"Want one?" Juice looked back to what i was referring too and nodded.

"Sure why not." I poured him one and he handed me a plate.

"Dinners ready." He took the glass of whiskey and sat down at the dining table and i added topping onto my taco.

"Thanks for cooking." He nodded while eating his taco.

"Youre such a messy eater, its kinda a turn off." I said sarcastically while handing him my paper towel. 

"Uh, sorry." I smiled and he wiped the hot sauce off of his chin. I laughed and took a sip of the whiskey.

"Whiskey and tacos might not be the best combination." 

"Are you putting down my tacos?" 

"No im putting down the whiskey." 

"Really?" He asked, taking the finishing bite of his food.

"Stuck in a cabin all night, with you, hell no im gonna need the whole damn bottle." 

"Youre an ass." We both laughed and i stood up, bringing our dishes to the sink.

"I know i am." I started to clean up the mess from dinner and Juice came in and helped.

"You dont have to help."

"Youre not the only one who doesnt want to be here." I put my hand over my heart, pretending to be hurt and he smiled. I grabbed the bottle of whiskey, and poured some into the cup.

"Fuck it" I said just before taking a big pull off the half empty bottle. I offered the bottle to Juice and he accepted.

Two hours later, and one empty bottle of Jack i was a lot worse than i thought i would be.

"Juice i think i lost my tolerance when i was in county." I managed to slur out before laughing at my own statement. I plopped down on the couch next to him after peeing for what felt like the 20th time.

"Did you even have one to begin with?" I punched him in the arm and let out a slurred 'fuck you' and he laughed.

"Sometimes I-I-I wish i never got out ya know?" He looked at me and shook his head.

"Why wouldnt yo-you?" I shrugged my shoulders and left out a sigh

"Nothings is the same." I leaned my head on his shoulder and started singing along to the song that came on.

"I love this song." Juice started singing with me and i laughed. "Are you-u making fun of MY singing?" I laughed even harder and then joined him in singing again. I climbed onto the table and started singing into the empty bottle as if it were a microphone and Juice burst into tears laughing.

"Oh come on im not that embarrassing." Just as i said this i stepped backwards and fell backwards off of the coffee table.

"Jesus are you okay?" Juice kneeled down next to me and i started laughing at myself. He helped me sit up and i caught his eyes. Before i knew what was happening we closed the distance between us, our lips meeting for the first time. He pulled me closer to him so i was straddling his legs with my own. I pulled his shirt over his head, and tossed it on the couch. Seeing him shirtless sparked something inside me, and i had a feeling most of it had to do with being drunk, and not having and physical touch of this nature for 13 months.

He pulled my shirt off and i brushed my lips against his neck, before resting them next to his ear.

"We should go to the bedroom." I got off of him and he stood up and picked me up, not wanting my lips to be off of his. I trailed kisses down his neck and shoulder while he picked me up and carried me to the bedroom. He opened the door and kicked it shut in one swift motion, setting my gently on the bed. 

He climbed on top me me, undoing my jeans and sliding them off of my body before tossing them to the floor. I bit my lip as he undid his jeans. Just as he got them off he looked at me and had a sudden realization of what was about to happen.

"Shit." I sat up and he sat at the end of the bed.

"Whats wrong, dont like me?" I crawled behind him and wrapped my arms around his neck, tracing circles on his chest and leaving kisses on his neck. 

"We cant do this." He untangled my arms and stood up. I covered myself with the blankets, feeling self conscious of being turned down. "If Jax or Opie ever find out theyll kill me. Im sorry i cant do this." I looked down at the floor and let my hair fall in front of my face, to hide my embarrassment. 

"Juice, will you at least stay with me tonight. Please." He walked over and gave me a kiss on the forehead.

"Of course." We crawled into bed, with juice holding me, and we slept off the drunken mistake we almost made.