Dear diary,
we won, we won, WE WON! The screening of our movie was a few days ago and we won the best movie award! Along with a few other awards as well! I can't believe it! All our hard work paid off!
The end of the school year is almost here. I'm not really looking forward to summer. I will probably work the whole time to pass the time somehow.
What about Andrew? Out little hanging out gradually faded. We've stopped seeing each other outside of school. It's a shame. I thought we had something. Apparently he thought otherwise. But we kept talking and laughing at school, though, so I guess it's a good thing. But he's still so confusing! When we talk to each other at school he stands only a few inches away from me, definitely not the appropriate distance for a casual friendly chit-chat. And he has this mischievous spark in his eyes, too, whenever he speaks to me, with a lopsided grin on his face. Whenever I have an empty spot beside me in class, he sits with me, instead of his buddy, Thomas. I don't know what to think about all of this.
I would gladly stop thinking about him, erase him from my thoughts. But I guess that's impossible now. Why do I keep torturing myself? Thinking and dreaming of a guy I apparently have no chance with? I guess I am a martyr. That must be it.
How can I help myself though? I have no idea.
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Honest Diaries
Non-FictionA little insight into a high school girl's mind, falling in love with one boy that keeps his place in her thoughts throughout her life, struggling with her feelings.
