Dear diary,
my back up plan is working so far. Studying chemistry was never one of my top goals in life, but it'll have to do. At least I got in without studying for additional entrance exams. The plan for now is to keep studying chemistry and meanwhile prepare for the entrance exams for med school the next year. Why do I go through this extra trouble you ask? I kept being a student, I didn't have to look for a job. And I got to learn more about chemistry in the process and find out what the university life is like. Just an added bonus.
Do you know where my plans took on an unexpected passenger? When I chatted with Tara for a bit sometime in summer. Crazy, right? I was surprised as well. However I was more surprised (is that even possible?) about the news that I'd received: Andrew and Tara broke up. She didn't go into any detail on that one, and I didn't want to pry.
Oh, and Andrew also failed to get accepted to med school. Coincidence? I don't think so. Do you believe in faith and karma? Because I do. Well, when it plays into my plans I do, haha.
It didn't took long for Andrew to send me a message. Asking me about getting into university to study chemistry for the time passing.He was interested in my plans? Shocking. So we've talked a bit. Nothing major. Just a casual chit-chat, like any mere acquaintances would do. Was I disappointed? Hell to the no. I was glad he was talking to me again. And what is more, we were to attend the same school again, spending even more time together since we were the only ones from our class to pursue this field of study.
Did I get my hopes up again? Of course I did. Am I going to get disappointed and hurt again? I am more than sure that that's going to happen. But I am willing to try. To do my best. Let's see where that'll take me. To hell and back probably.
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Honest Diaries
Non-FictionA little insight into a high school girl's mind, falling in love with one boy that keeps his place in her thoughts throughout her life, struggling with her feelings.