Elevators (Emison)

Welcome Back Liars -A

  Alison POV

They say a man who lives fully is not afraid of death.

Yet, I have not lived fully, but I am not afraid of death. In fact, I find death intriguing. Where will I go? Will I be a ghost, or will I sleep forever? Will I go to Heaven or Hell? Valhalla? Reincarnation? Do I become one with the stars?

I don't know what I will face when I meet death, and this should scare me. It doesn't, because it's a mystery, and I love mysteries. Many would ask if I suffer from depression if I said this out loud, but I'm actually quite happy. But it's hard to find people who get what I mean.

Death is a painful truth, is what some say. I think Death is a foggy road, and we must get through that fog called life to finally see the clearing. It's yet another path to walk, and who is to say it will be our last?

Life may be the beginning, but who is to say Death is our last path? What if Death is the middle of the story, and you have to read through that to get to a place beyond death? Is there a place beyond death?

But if we go onto the next path after death, will it be our last path, or are we fated to keep walking?  

  I no longer fear death, only where would I go. I have sinned so much; I would understand if the lord sent me to the pits of hell for the things I have done. Or would he forgive me because he knows my heart, knows I am just another innocent soul that allow myself to be persuaded by wrong things? I would love to go to heaven and live in peace for the rest of my afterlife with Jesus and his angels, and death is the only way. I am willing to change just to be sure if I die I will be going to a better place instead of worrying I might go to hell.  

  Don't they say that none of us will leave this world alive? Yet for my part I intend to leave the biggest and most beautiful footprint I can. Maybe yours will be right next to mine, that it is together we walk, together we leave a path to guide future generations.  

''Alison''I look up and see Hanna looking at me worried.

''You Okay''

''Yep just thinking about death''

''Don't''she says as she lays on my lap.Everyone comes and sits by us as I start writing a song.

''Ali what you writing''

''It's not quite done but I'll tell you what the lyrics mean''

''  Tired, tired, you're all I want, yeah
It'll be 'til the end, give me nothing I've ever tried
It'll be the perfect sin, something like the truest lie
Everywhere somehow, the only place I'll ever be
As long as you hold me down, oh such a liberty  

 It starts off by saying that this love is going to last, so she wants her lover to continue to surprise her with new experiences and touches. The possibilities are limitless.

The use of oxymoron throughout this verse suggests that being his/hers makes her feel free and alive, even though she is tied down to one person and place. It is a privilege to be possessed by him/her. She also makes out bad habits, such as sinning and lying, to be okay, suggesting that her lover's worst touch is never bad.

Warm me with your touch, pressure from your fingertips  

  She is begging for her lover to touch her and make her feel safe and loved.  

  Never be enough, I'll do nothing but submit  

  She is saying that she can never get enough of her lover's touch. She will continue to give herself completely to him/her because she will never get tired of his/her loving.  

  I just wanna feel a thousand hands from you, only you
Can you make me feel a thousand hands from you, only you?  

  This poetic chorus beautifully captures the desire to feel all of her lover at once. She craves 1000 of his/her hands all over her body, although he/she only has two hands to use. She is begging for her lover to give her the full experience and give her everything he/she has to give.