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I jumped through the open door of the car ready to go, as Lauren started up the car slowly she was humming to herself. “so how was your day” she said as she started up the car. I sighed knowing I was right. “yer fine”, I replied in a quite dreary voice.
We sat in silence as Lauren drove out of her parking space and headed to the queue to leave.
I focused my attention on the school billboard it had once said :
thank you for visiting
Hastingsburry upper school
please come again
and it now read:
thank you for visiting
the hell hole they call a school
please go away
I smirked at this, I tuned to face my aunt to tell her this and her eyes gazed at it frowning. I smirked again,this amused me.'
her lips parted and I knew I would get another lecture about how I should never do that and before she could say a word, I I turned on the stereo and started to screech out the words to distract her. when we arrived at the house I jumped out the car, and headed in, Rufus our golden retriever was sat on the other side ready to bounce at me. He had his favourite toy in his mouth and than his second favourite toy was shoved in his mouth along side it. I giggled Rufus always made me laugh when I was sad or tired.
That night I went to bed and thought about Jake and how I loved him, he'd ruined my lie for his own happiness and that didn't go the way he'd planned either, because of him I could never have children and never be happy. I could never grow old because of him. I exhaled one last time and fell into a long deep sleep.
I love Lauren but because of him I will have to run away next year. It either that or I tell her what I am and all she would do is send me away I cant bear to put her under anymore stress.
She doesn't understand me and never will, im fed up of those damn parenting magazines that she reads there so irritating and stupid.
