Trapped Underneath a Secret

14- The Violation

       He was kissing my neck and biting it saying over and over, "I love you, I have been waiting forever for you." Every time he touched me when he did this it felt horrible. He then picked me up and took me upstairs to his room. He laid me on the bed and took off his clothes. I knew then that everything that I had loved about myself was about to be destroyed. I zoned out... I wanted to think that I was with Bry in Paris where he had always wanted to take me. It was so painful and I had wanted scream and cry. I felt my whole world collapse at every thrust. I just went to another world, a better world.
        I was brought back to reality when I felt a cold, hard slap and screaming. "YOU THINK ANYONE WILL LOVE YOU NOW! YOU ARE A DIRTY PERSON!!! YOU HORRIBLE PERSON!" He punched me and kicked me and slapped me. Brody wasn't a broken person, he choose to be this way. He choose to be a monster. He choose to hurt innocent people. He left the room and I just laid there. I felt so violated and hurt. I could barely move with the pain I was in. It took all I had in me to sit up. I just cried and cried and I didn't care if he came in and saw me crying.
Hours passed as I just sat there and cried. He came back in and sat some water and dinner on the night stand and left. I went to grab the glass of water and my hand landed in the knob of the drawer. I looked up and realized it wasn't a key hole. I quickly looked at the door and he wasn't there! I pulled on it and it opened and THERE IT WAS!!!! A whole bunch of phones and I could see mine. I knew I couldn't take it because I was completely naked. I could hear him so I shut the drawer and drank some water, "Trophy..." "My name is Clara Bean." I could hear his stupid try at being compassionate. "Trophy I'm sorry" "My name is Clara. Bean." I snarled at him I hated his guts. "Look I didn't mean what I did." He put something on the bed and left. It was some underwear, bra, sweatpants, and a sweatshirt I put them on and ate dinner. It was rice, steak, cole slaw, with some ranch.
         When I finished, Brody still wasn't back so I opened the drawer quickly and took my phone. I closed it just in time when he came back and took my plate and stuff. "We can now sleep in the same bed so now you don't have to sleep on the old couch." "Can I have some alone time please?" I didn't even look at him I held my arms and tried not to cry from the pain I was in. "Can I just look at the damage?" "No!" When he left, just as he was closing the door I said, "I never agreed to being beat and raped and you call that the life." He stopped and slammed the door. I didn't care, I turned on my phone and I barely had battery. I sent out an SOS to the last person I texted and my eye was so swollen it was blurry. All I could see was the chat and the the keyboard. So I could just make out the "SOS," I sent it. I just hoped whoever read it knew I needed help! I turned my phone off to keep the battery alive. I put it back in the drawer and laid in bed and fell asleep. Hopefully my dreams will be better than this life I'm living now.