Trapped Underneath a Secret

13- Beginning a New Life

Days seemed to pass as the swelling went down on my body from the beating. My hand felt a little better and I had to be careful about how I used it. I learned more about Brody and how his life was and is. He left for work at 9:30 and got back around 6. I had to have the house clean despite my broken hand and dinner made for him. He would pull my hair or slap me if I didn't. I felt so belittled and in shame that this was my life now.
"Trophy thank you for breakfast" He wrapped his gross hands around me and kissed my neck and whispered, "Just a few more days and I'll be ready for you trophy." I almost gagged and was so scared. He tried to kiss me on my lips and I turned my head. He grabbed my head and turned it so roughly forward his and kissed me so rough. "Now we can have an amazing night or..." He pushed me up against a wall and pulled my arms above my head with one hand and kept them there, "It can be rough! Your choice!" He let go and left for his coat, "I expect a clean house when I get back" I shook my head and stood there and watched at he left.
I snuck down slowly to the floor and cried. I screamed and wanted to hit something. I ran to tv and turned it on to find the date. I had been a week since I was taken. I went to the news channel to see if Brian was still in the hospital. I prayed the story was still running. It was but not the same way. It was about me, about how I was missing and how important it was to find me. It showed Brody's face, it wasn't a perfect picture but enough to know it was him. They said even though it wasn't a perfect description, please be on the outlook for this man. I was happy people were looking for me and that I wasn't this piece of trash Brody made me out to be. I went to clean up breakfast, I wish there was a phone so I could call for help. But Brody was smart enough to take all the phones out of the house. I wasn't even allowed to go out of the house because the door locked from both sides to where you had to have a key to unlock it from both sides. I cleaned the dishes and listen to the tv. I made a grilled cheese for lunch and watched the news continuously, I wanted to watch my story constantly to see if there is any progress being made. Brian was released and made sure he was helping in every aspect of the investigation. He was in an interview and said, "Please whoever you are bring my Clar back! I love her so much! I used to tell her that I didn't want her work causing her to get kidnapped but it was really me who got her kidnapped! Please let Clara come home!" I teared up. I missed Bry so much, I loved him so much! I wanted to get out of here so much. I was determined too!
        It was 3 when I heard Brody's car pull in. I grabbed my plate and rushed to the kitchen to wash it and forgot to turn the tv off. He came in and came to the kitchen not even thinking about the tv. "Trophy turn to me" I turned over to him and he had a weird look on his face. Like an animal of for prey. He came over to me and forced kissed me to rough and bit my lip. "Please no" he pushed me up against the wall and got some scissors and tore my clothing off and ripped it. I wanted to block out everything after that. I felt so violated. What he did was so unforgivable.