Trapped Underneath a Secret

16- Is This The End?

I realized I could turn on my phone, but I could hardly move. I could barely breath, see, move, or talk. I had to use all the force I had to turn my body and open the drawer. My phone was still in there!!!! I grabbed it and turned it on. The battery was at 10%, and I had A LOT of texts. I could barely see but squinting I saw a bunch from Chief, Bry, My Mom, my friends. I clicked on Chief and told him everything and sent it. I told him to keep going on my location and you'd find it. He answered back that he'd come and that he'd bring Brian. How how much I craved to be in his care and touch in the moment. I looked at the date. IT HAS BEEN THREE WEEKS SINCE THE LAST I TEXTED!!!!! What happened! I looked around the room and on top of the drawer was drugs and needles. That scum bag drugged me for this long?! I hated him so much!
How long was my perception alluded and how much did I miss? No wonder everything was worse off about me. I felt so awful and upset about myself and shameful. I cried and cried. I felt so much pain I barely had enough air and I was so hungry. How long would it take for them to get here?! I felt myself losing the amount of air I could get in and I felt myself losing everything. I could see the light, I could feel my life fading. All the dreams I had of Brian and me getting married, having kids and growing old were over. I felt at peace, I felt no pain, no horror anymore. I felt amazing...
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       All I could see was my dad?! "Hi sweetie pie!" He held out his hand, I hadn't seen him for ten years since his cancer. "Daddy? How long has it been?" "Ten years, six months, three weeks, five days! It's been awhile since I saw my princess!" "Where am I dad?" "Let me show you princess!" I took his hand and we were on clouds and I felt like falling. I guess he knew because he held onto my hand tight. "This is the light, the after-life, Heaven... not heaven yet. Cause your not dead yet." "Yet?!" "You have a choice between staying alive and living for the ones you love and who love you."
        He made a motion with his hand below us and clouds moved and I saw police cars moving SO FAST! They were going as if they were on a high speed chase. I saw ambulances' and fire trucks. "What's happening?" He zoomed in into the first police car and Chief was in the front, with Brian in the passenger. Brian was on the phone and I could hear him, "Answer babe please! PLEASE!!" He was calling me! I started screaming, "BRIAN IM HERE IM RIGHT HERE!!!!!" My dad put a hand on my shoulder, "Sweetie, he can't hear you. You technically dead but not. You have to choose between if you want to live or stay here and be with your grandma and me and grandpa joe and grandma Beth. Some of your friends are here. Even Dave... your brother."
        I looked at him and I had tears willing in my eyes, "What about Brian and my life with him?" "He'll find someone to love, but not as much as you." I hugged him so tight, "I love you daddy. Please tell me everything will be ok and I'll see you again." He hugged me tight and long and said, "Everything will be ok baby girl! I am so proud of you and what you have done! We'll all see each other again! Hopefully your kids and Brian!" He kissed me on my cheek and I closed my eyes and I could feel so much wind. The wind was so strong I felt like I was being forcefully shoved away from my daddy. I could hear him in the distance, "I love you my angel!" I felt tears falling down my eyes I screamed back at him,"I LOVE YOU TOO DADDY!" I felt so much pain and agony as the winds got stronger and stronger and I saw myself floating faster and faster. Nothing was stopping me at the speed I was going.