Journal- Transgender

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Hey guys! Sorry for not writing again, I have lots of school stuff not to mention choir and running.

Today I'm feeling lots of disphoria. I just want to cry. I want boxers. I want a binder. I want a different body.

I knew I couldn't avoid it. I knew it would happen. I knew. I knew I didn't have long. Eventually. There's blood just like everyone said there would be. This is supposed to only happen to girls. Only girls. I don't know what to do. My stomach hurts and I don't want to tell anyone. I just want this to be over and I want to be a boy.

I knew from the moment I got those pangs of discomfort in my chest that it was happening. This isn't supposed to happen. My body isn't supposed to be like this.

Sorry for venting. Thanks for reading. I really don't have it in me right now to write anymore.

-Jaden