Broken Promises- Sequel to Danger (Jason McCann story)*Completed*

Chapter Fifteen- Is This The End?

Jess's P.O.V*New Years Eve*

"I don't understand where everything went wrong.." Jason frowned, his head in his hands while he spoke. Justin was sat beside me, both of us facing him. Ever since Christmas, all there has been is fights, arguments, tears. Its got to the point where I just can't do it any more. "We can't keep doing this.." I whispered, running my fingers through my hair. With hardly any energy left in my body I tired my best to stay strong, not just for myself but for my children. "Doing what? Loving each other, living for each other... Jesus Jess!" He hissed, standing up in anger. Justin's body tensed beside me, a gasp escaping my lips as Zayn pushed through the door. "Its okay Zayn.." I mumbled, sending him a small smile. He nodded slightly, glaring at Jason before walking out fully, closing the door behind him. "What about the kids? What about Justin? He's caught up in this too!" He exclaimed, pointing towards the poor boy beside me. I stood up to protest, but Justin beat me to it. "You! You pulled me into this shit! Not me! I did absolutely nothing!" Justin screamed, throwing his hands up in frustration. "I didn't do Jack! I asked you to help me! Doesn't mean you have to do it!" Jason shouted, slamming his fist against the wall. I flinched at his actions, Justin stood in front of me, pushing me back. Jason had a temper, something he was unable to control at times, but he was never this angry. 

"I did it for the sake of this fucking family! Right now I wish I hadn't! This isn't a family any more.. You tore it apart with your stupid business!" Justin spat, his body shaking with anger. What happened next surprised me, shocked me, scared me. Jason charged across the room, grabbing Justin by the throat before pinning him against the wall. I screeched at the sight, running over to both of them. "You're no son of mine.." Jason hissed, tightening his grip around Justin's neck. "Jason stop!" I cried, trying my best to pull his arms away. He elbowed me to the floor, my body doubling over as my stomach fired with pain. "D-Dad stop!" Justin croaked as I lifted myself up off the floor. I looked at the scene in front of me, my feet taking me right towards Jason. I ran towards him, plummeting my shoulder into his side, something he had taught me a long time ago. Jason fell to the floor, groaning as he clutched his side. Justin gasped and coughed as the air flowed through his throat. "M-Mum get away from him.." Justin stuttered, pulling me off the floor from beside Jason. "Bitch.." Jason hissed, pushing himself up off the floor before running towards me. My back hit the wall, making me whimper in pain. "You did this to me!" He screamed in my face, tears falling down my face as I flinched at his actions. "Get off her!" I looked over by the door, seeing Zayn's figure standing there, Jenny hiding behind his leg. Jason's hands dropped, his face becoming soft as he walked over to her. She cowered away, whimpering as she did. Jason frowned, looking over at me. His eyes were full of guilt, full of pain. I never understood why I fell in love with him, why I ever gave him another chance. 

"Jess I.." He trailed off, running his fingers through his hair. I shook my head, pointing towards the door. He sighed, taking his keys before walking out, making sure to slam the door behind him. "I-I'm sorry I wasn't here to S-Stop him.." Zayn stuttered, walking over to me with Jenny. She ran into my arms, holding me tightly. "Its okay baby.." I whispered to her, running my fingers down her spine. Justin walked over slowly, sitting beside me once again. His hands rubbed my back slowly, as he tried to comfort me. "I'm so sorry all of this happened.." I mumbled, hearing Zayn chuckle beside me. He took Jenny from my chest, she instantly cuddled into Zayn's chest. "You don't need to apologize for anything. I told you I'd be here for you and I meant it.." He explained, sending me a small smile. "Mum, what do we do now?" Justin's voice ran through the room, for the first time since Jason left. I shrugged slightly, so many things running through my mind. "I guess we carry on like nothing happened..." I mumbled, avoiding eye contact with anyone. Zayn's hand found mind, linking them together before he squeezed softly. "You can stay for as long as you want, new year new start okay?" 

But do I want that? 

Do I want to move on, forget everything and have a new start, without Jason? I know he's done wrong, hurt people, but we can get him help right? Pull him away from everything. But, do I want to put Justin and Jenny through everything again? Just to have the same outcome?

Or do I just wait as always, wait until someone comes after me so he can save the day? Or wait until he sorts himself out, feels guilty and pulls me in again?

I can't keep doing this, putting the people I love through this every time. Its not fair on them. Sometimes I wish I could just go back, and stay away from Jason like everyone told me to.

If only...

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