Same Old Love

One last time

[15] This moment was something I wanted to hold down the most, because it was the first time after more than a year that we were honest with each other and just pour our hearts out. I pulled away from him with a deep sigh and sniffed, his thumbs brushing away my tears.

I gave him a short smile and touched his face, my fingers caressing his cheek bones. I leaned his head down and tiptoed even with my heels and pressed our lips together. I pulled away from him and stepped back. "Goodbye Diego."

I removed my hands and turned around to leave, his hand whirling me back in his arms as he gave me a passionate kiss, he poured every emotion he felt at that moment into the kiss, his arms sneaking around my lower back as he pulled me closer.

Our lips moved hungrily against each other, my arms found their way around his neck as my fingers dove in his hair. "I can't live without you." He muttered against my lips as he took them passionately, his hands holding my face as he deepened the kiss.

"Diego, Diego please." He shook his head at me and captured my lips once again, his arms around my back as he pressed us against the locker, his lips moving against mine hungrily. He flushed his body against mine, making sure that I felt him between my legs.

I exhaled breathlessly as he moved his hands down my lower back, his hands pushing me forward on his bulge. "Diego, I can't..." I started to say but he put his fingers on my lips as he shushed me, his forehead pressed against mine as he stared at me in an intense gaze.

"If you want us to be over, then so be it. But please, allow me to have you one last time in my arms. If after that you don't want me then I'll accept it, if us being apart is really what you want I will accept that even if..."

"Diego." He kissed me on my lips teasingly, waiting to see if I'd react to the kiss first before kissing me more intense when I reacted to his kisses. His mouth moved down my neck and I parted my lips as I cocked my head to the side.

"Your body is craving for it like I'm craving for it, so why don't we listen to our desires, our lusts?" He licked my mark and made my knees go weak, his teeth tugging at it and his mouth sucking. "Why don't we let ourselves lose control?"

A week later

I started my Saturday by going to the kids center, it was a house in the pack territory for children who were abandoned by their parents or that were orphans. I love to visit them and give them lesson in my free time, they were such cuties.

Last time we had cooking lessons it ended up with the kitchen being a total mess but it was worth seeing their smiley faces. "Lilly!" I heard a high pitch voice yelled before a two year old Hannah came rushing toward me.

"Ana!" I shouted back at her with a smile on my face as I kneeled down, opening my arms to take her in and gave her a squeeze hug. "I missed you so much." I gave her kisses all over her face and beamed when I heard her giggles.

"I missed u too Lilly." I cooed at her as I stared at her with pouty lips and pulled her into a hug again. Her voice was just too cute. "Where is dido?" She asked me with a sad look on her face as she looked down.

"Well, I don't know where he is. But he will be glad to see you." I smiled with my eyes and tickled her. "Let's go find dido." I picked her up and set her on my hip, walking further into the house. "Miranda! I'll take Hannah to Diego okay? I won't be gone for too long, I'll be back in time for lunch!"

"You better bring my baby back Leanne!" Miranda shouted from somewhere in the house and I shook my head at her with a roll of an eye as Hannah clapped her hands excitedly. I tickled her and flicked her nose as I walked with her out of the house, going to the pack house. Where I knew Diego was on the weekends, probably handling pack matters.

It's been a week and I haven't seen or talked to Diego, mostly because I was ignoring him. After we slept together I left, and has been avoiding him ever since. The reason why I was going to see him was because Hannah wanted to and I love her but the problem is that she loves Diego too.

I walked into the pack house and wowed as kids rushed past me with a ball in hand. "Hello Luna, bye Luna!" I chuckled when they barely acknowledge me as they made their way out of the pack house.

"What are you doing here outsider?" I rolled my eyes with a sigh when I saw Sophia who cocked her hips to the side and crossed her arms. What was she doing here? Doesn't she have a house?

"I'd argue with you but it's Saturday and I'm in a really good mood so, I won't." I shrugged off uninterested and made my way past her, only for her to step in my way. "You either get out of my way or I will not respond."

"What will you do ha? Hit me?" She spoke tauntingly as she got in my face and I stepped back, not going to downgrade myself for some 24/7 working slut. She saw that I wasn't faced and smiled falsely at me. "I'm glad you turn down Diego, more chances for me."

She bumped our shoulders together as she walked by and I pinned my lips together fuming. "It's okay Lily, Dido loves you!" I smiled down at Hannah and kissed her forehead, walking with her toward Diego's office.

I knocked on the door and opened it when I received permission, walking in. "Dido!" Hannah screamed out loudly and I put her down, watching as he pulled away from his desk and opened his arms to hug her tightly.

I stood there awkwardly on the doorway and looked away when our eyes met. "I need to pee." I excused myself and made my way to the bathroom in Diego's office, closing the door behind me. My eyes rolled back when I peed and I sighed in content at my now empty bladder.

I've been peeing a lot lately, something I never did before it was annoying. I flushed the toilet and fixed myself up, walking toward the sink to wash my hands and dried them with a towel. I made my way out of the bathroom with a deep sigh and slumped in the chair in front of Diego's desk.

"What?" I asked him with a shrug and a confused look on my face as I stared at Diego who looked at me for a few moments with perked ears. What was he hearing? "Hey!" I leaned forward with a click of my fingers and made him snap out of it.

"Sorry, are you okay?" He asked me worried and concerned, making me frown. "You look tired."

"Well I am, it's a not being with your mate thingy. I look horrible I know." I spoke somewhat irritated and frustrated, to the point of speaking a bit hard. "Sorry, I'm in a bad mood." Because of the slut of Sophia who doesn't seem to get the memo that you're taken.

Wow, what is happening to me? Calm your tits down Leanne. "Because of that girl, it's true that you love Lily right dido?" I froze when Hannah asked that and was somewhat anxious to hear what he had to say.

He looked down at Hannah then turned his face to look at me. "Yes, I love Lily." Oh God, I think I'm going to be sick. I breathed in and out shakily as I looked at Diego perplexed, not knowing what to say or do.

"We have to go Ana, Miranda is waiting for us." I stood up real quick and held the table with a tight grip, my fingers clutching my forehead when the room spun. "Is it me or the room is spinning?"

I blew air from my mouth and pulled away from the desk with my eyes blinking rapidly. "It's just you." Diego asked amused and I tossed him a look. "Are you feeling okay?" I nodded my head at him as I sighed.

"Yes, I'm totally fine. Anyways, come on Hannah, let's go." Hannah kissed Diego's cheek and rushed toward me, taking my hand in her tiny ones. "You're not going alone, I'll go with you." I was about to open my mouth to protest but he was already out of his chair and next to me. I sighed deeply but ended up nodding my head at him. "Let's go."

Diego picked Hannah up and opened the door for me, closing the door when he got out. If you look at us now you'll think that we're this happily married couple with a baby. Thinking about that makes me wander back on my pregnancy scare.

The doctor said I had to wait to see if I was pregnant before he could give me another birth control. I already did a blood test yesterday and was waiting for the results. I haven't told Diego yet, not wanting to give him false hope but mostly because I didn't want him to know that I even have a pregnancy scare.