seventeen imagines

*･ﾟﾟ･* seungcheol *･ﾟﾟ･*

it was around 3a.m. when you heard the front door unlocking. you were or now was, fast asleep on your couch in the living room. you were sure it was your boyfriend of 4 years, seungcheol or better known as s.coups. hes from the band seventeen. lately hes been practicing for their comeback. so you knew the drill. comebacks means late night coming back home, not coming back home at all, not seeing each other enough and never getting to spend any quality time as both of you dont really see each other often anyway.

before you could flicker your eyes open to see whats up with him, he has already dropped his bag giving it a loud thud. "a sour day i suppose" you sighed mentally. you opened your eyes and pretended to groan. "ah y/n. sorry to have woken you up." he walked towards you. "oh, cheollie. youre back?" you asked pretending not to know while giving out a small yawn. "sorry if i kept you waiting. its been a really rough day today." he sighed as he sat next to you. you looked at him for a long time. like, you were practically staring at him. you just missed every part of him. you were just admiring the features that you havent been admiring for what feels like months. "is everything alright y/n?" he asks. you kept silent. tears were threatening to spill anytime now. "yeah, im fine. i just miss the old us." you stood up walking to you shared bed room. he sighed as he shuffled behind you nuzzling his head into the crook of your neck. "y/n, you know how busy i am. im really sorry. please dont cry." he said as he let his fingers wipe your tears that were literally filling the brims of your eyes.

you both got onto bed and you sighed. "i know, its just we never see each other anymore its honestly hard for me to cope with." you said facing seungcheol who was sitting on the bed with his legs crossed. "im really sorry y/n. i really want to spend time with you. its just my schedule right now is really full. i honestly, want to spend the time i possibly could with you." he uttered under his breath. both of you were tired. you just didnt know what to do. seungcheol signalled you to sit on your lap and you did. you moved forward and let your head hung loose in the crook of his neck. "i wish everything was back to normal. i wish your comebacks werent as soon as this. i wish we had more time for eachother." you said, while hot tears stain your cheeks and fell onto seungcheols t-shirt. he just sighs again and hugs you tight. a night filled with sighs and tiredness. "i dont plan to lose you y/n, please. dont give up on me now. dont give up on us. we have come a long away. please dont let go of me now. dont let go of us. please y/n." his voice cracking and shaky. he really needed you. you were his only support. you could feel his tears falling onto your hair. you now felt the guilt eat you up. you were probably such a needy girlfriend for him to think that you wanted to leave him.

you looked up at him and kissed away those tears. "choi seungcheol i would hate myself if i had left you. i would never want to leave you. weve come so far, together. im sorry if i sound so needy and if i sound really irresponsible for always wanting you to be around so much, i never appreciated the moment when you were around, together with me." you said while cupping his cheeks. he just gave out a small giggle and pecked you on the lips.

"y/n baby, dont be sorry. i understand you. i as well want more time with you. youre not needy, youre a girl who needs care and affection from her boyfriend and i understand that. its okay." he hugs you tight. he then tucks you into bed and fills your face with kisses you were longing for. "i love you." you said. "i love you most." he replies into your hair while his arms wrap tightly around your waist.

[authors note]
yiKES IDK HOW THIS WENT AND WHERE IT WAS GOING BUT ENJOY MY FIRST EVER ONE SHOT! iM SORRY IF ITS REALLY CRAPPY OR SUMFIN. I WAS REALLY IN AN ANGSTY MOOD BUT I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE THIS IMAGINE ANGSTY SO SJSJOWOKSMSMS I HOPE YALL LIKE IT.