seventeen imagines

*･ﾟﾟ･* soonyoung *･ﾟﾟ･* [1]

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you walked into your shared apartment with your boyfriend of 2 years, kwon soonyoung or better known as seventeens performance unit leader, hoshi. you just came back from a tiring week of work and nothing has been going great for you. you were really tored and just so helpless. you have been ignoring the boys' texts and was really stuck up with work. you step into the apartment hoping to see your boyfriend greet you but what you were greeted with was a pile of mess and no one home.

you sighed as you walk into the living room. "soonyoung?" you yelled. your voice echoing through the living room. "where did he go?" you start wondering by yourself. you were already half as mad at work and with soonyoung not being around it added more fuel to your burning flaming self. you tried calling him multiple times but to your expectations no answers.

the only thing that answered was the call machine.
"the number you have dialled is not available, please leave a message after the-" the robotic operator didnt get to finish her words and you ended the call. you were honestly really mad but you couldnt do anything. you just let yourself shower and unpack your stuff.

its been half and hour and you start to worry with a faint of angriness hidden behind it because 1. he still isnt home, 2. he usually does really stupid things if he goes out alone, 3. he gets really emotional if he doesnt get to see me more then 2/3 days which is the amount of time that i have been gone for. you started dialling one of the members number, by instinct you dialled your bestfriends number, Kim Mingyu

"hello?" he answered. "ah, yes. mingyu! have you seen hoshi hyung anywhere?" "no. why? he left practice 2 hours ago." your brows furrowed. "oh. really? its just that he isnt home when i came back. im starting to get a little worried." you say truthfully. "ahh, really?. im sorry but i havent seen him since he left." mingyu says. "ahh, its okay mingooo. thank you. bye!"

"where could he really be this time? i have so much more work to do. kwon soonyoung youre really worrying me." you thought to myself. you couldnt do anything about it. it was freezing outside and you had alot of, let me tell you, a shittonne of work. you couldnt delay the work so you had to ignore the fact that your stupid boyfriend isnt home yet and its almost midnight.
moments later you felt your phone buzzing on the table "who would it be now" you groaned to yourself. without looking at the caller ID you pick up.
"hello?" you asked, annoyance evident in your voice "is this you y/n?" the person asks. "it is. why?" "this is me sungcheol." you sighed. "yeah seungcheol? whats up?" "i just came to a bar to have a drink with some of my friends and to my shock i found soonyoung drinking alone. do you know of this?" he asks you, unsure. "excuse me?! what is he doing there?!" "the bartender said he has been slurring incoherent words like "she doesnt love me anymore" "she doesnt need me anymore" did you break up with him?" at this moment your vision was getting clouded by your tears "oh my god seungcheol. i wouldnt do that. can you please bring him back home?!" you said worried. "okay! i will come over right now."

"why would he think i dont love him anymore?! oh kwon soonyoung. youre really hurting me this time" you cried-thought to myself. few moments later your doorbell rang. you wiped away your tears and saw seungcheol smiling sheepishly at you while he had a drunk youngman in his arms. "hey, sorry to keep you waiting. alot of convincing had to be done before he would stop crying and leave the bar." "its okay, thank you for bringing him home cheol." you smiled sadly to him. "dont worry now, hes going to be okay." seungcheol chuckled. he passed the drunken youngman to you and you shut the front door with your leg. "oh soonyoung." you whispered. "she hates me. she doesn't love me anymore. she doesnt need me in her life." soonyoung then again started crying while uttering all those words that broke your heart. you walked into your shared bedroom and you put him to bed and started caressing his cheek. "oh kwon soonyoung. if you knew how much i love you." you whispered with tears filling the brims of your eyes.
you then walked to your side of the bed and slip in, under the duvet. crying yourself to sleep.

the morning came by quickly and you could feel someone nuzzling his head into the crook of your neck. "soon-" you couldnt finish my sentence before he hugs you tight. "please dont leave me." he uttered with his voice shaking. tears started filling your eyes once again. you couldnt let him see you like that, you pushed him off you and walked towards the bathroom and you locked yourself in. you cried silently not wanting to make him worry.

"y-y/n-ah. please open the door." he leaned his back against the door. you werent ready to face him but you built up the courage anyway and opened the door. soonyoung quickly stood up and enveloped you in his warm embrace. "please dont cry. im sorry." he said. you pushed him off of you and you walked towards your bed and sat at the edge with your legs crossed; while he just stands there. "did you know how worried i was kwon soonyoung?!" you whisper-shout your voice about to break. he knew if you called him by his full name he is in trouble. "do you hear me?! i came back from a tiring trip, expecting to see you greet me but guess what-" you chuckled bitterly while tears spilled from your eyes. "i came back to see the house wrecked, you werent home and to top it all of; i had to come back to seungcheol telling me you said i didnt love you anymore. how could you do this to me soonyoung?" tears were everywhere.

[AUTHORS NOTE]
YO EVERYONE!! im up w the next imagine hehe, i hope you like this one. there will be a part 2 for this since um, its a little long, but i hope you like it anyway!! i do take requests <tho the reading is still so little> if you want smth hmu :)!
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