seventeen imagines

*･ﾟﾟ･* jihoon *･ﾟﾟ･*

it seems to be forever since you met jihoon due to his recent and upcoming surprise comeback so you decided to drive off to Pledis Ent. to give him and the boys a surprise visit.

the engine to your motorbike roared as you zoom through the city of seoul. throughout the ride there, you thought of ideas on how to surprise him since he could possibly be in his studio working for the surprise comeback they prepared secretly well for carats. you stopped by a japanese shop and picked up 14 bento sets for you and the boys, before making it to your final destination, you rode off to a flower shop nearby buying him a bouquet of flowers.

you reached Pledis Ent. and parked your bike at the designated area. you picked up the bento boxes and the flower you got for your lovely boyfriend. you bowed at the guard waiting upfront at the area and pushed the doors getting into the elevator pressing 2nd floor for practice room. as the elevator "dinged" indicating youve reached. you heard a chorus of laughter and conversations going through the atmosphere.

you slowly opened the door and prepared yourself. "hello boys!" you lightly squeal through the door frame. "y/n noona!!!" hansol and dino came running towards you. "hello!! hansol, dino!" you smile cheerly towards them embracing them in a hug. "how are my two favourite boys?" you asked walking towards the table. "we are fine. just abit busy and tired" dino pouted. "its okay, your hardwork pays off. carats love them!" you said as you ruffle his hair. he then let out a little giggle. "who are the bento boxes for y/n?" jeonghan asks you from behind. you turn and gave him a little smile and wave. "for all of you of course! including me hehe" you shyly smile. "dig in boys! ill just go find jihoon" you added. a chorus of thank yous where heard.

you were walking towards your boyfriends studio with the bouquet of flowers you got for him. you knocked once but there was no reply. so you decided to enter slowly, as you opened the door you were shocked to see a girl placing her arms around jihoons neck and jihoon just sitting there flirting back at her. tears were threatening to fall as you dropped the flowers to the ground. a small thud was heard as you ran in a jiff. not enough time for jihoon to look back and see who it was. his eyes widen at the sight of the flowers on the floor as he rushed to see who.

"goodbye boys! ill see you next time!" you ran through the practice room picking up your helmet and personal belongings before leaving. tears rolling down your cheeks. "y/n. youre going so soon? you havent even eaten?!" seungcheol stood up in protest for you not to leave. "its okay seungcheol, enjoy the food, with jihoon and his new girl." as you zoomed out of the practice room. "y/n! stop!" you heard a very familiar voice calling after you. you didnt even choose to take a second glance as you rushed out the door and down the stairs. footsteps were heard chasing after you.

"y/n! STOP!" that voice yelled out. again you didnt stop. you went straight on with putting your helmet on as the engine to your motorbike screamed. "y/n please. listen." he breathed out. you looked at him. "ive seen enough." you said little, but words were venomous. you then zoom out of the place and sped through the streets of seoul in a fast pace. tears were streaming down your face blurring your eye sight in the process receiving honks from the drivers as you ride carelessly.

you reached your apartment and didnt hesitate once to slam the door. "fucking hell lee jihoon. ITS ALWAYS ME" you screamed in process of throwing your leather jacket and house keys on the coffee table. tears wouldnt stop streaming. they were unstoppable. you knew it was partly your fault because you had been so busy with school and working over-time just to get that keyboard set jihoon wanted you forgot about him, but nevertheless you didnt ignore him all together. you always made time to squeeze in when he wanted to meet you. when he was deprived of you love. maybe he thought he was over you. maybe he needed another girlfriend who was willing to give him all the love he needed.

{timeskip}

hours has passed, you were still crying over a stupid boy who ruined your life. you were preparing yourself for a night ride, as you picked up your things, the bell to your apartment rang. "who is it?" you asked suppressing the hiccups. no answers were heard. as you open the door, to much of your disgust, the person you hated the most now; who you once loved before, was standing right infront of your door. you glared at him not saying a word. picking up your helmet and house keys, you shut the door to your apartment purposely bumping into him and walked off.

"y/n. please wait. let me explain myself." he took a deep breath, voice cracking everytime a word came out of his mouth. you thought to yourself, "wow hes not even remorseful over what hes done? what a dickhead". you halt in the process. your back facing him. as he walked closer to you he wrapped his arms around your waist. "please, look at me and let me explain myself." "theres nothing else to be explained. i saw what i saw. you knew what you knew. who would've thought, the man i thought i was going to spend the rest of my life with, cheated on me when he said hed even give up the world for me." you gave a bitter chuckle as you said everything. "no y/n. what you saw wasnt what i wanted you to see" he tightened his grip. you harshly rip him off you "what i saw wasnt what you wanted to see?! wow. the good lord may have known youd wanted to fuck that girl!" you yelled back, tears already falling.

"no! thats not what i meant!" he held your wrist "i was going to write a song for you! i promise!" tears spilled from his eyes. "you wanted to write a song for me, but you had another girl, lingering around YOU! when you wrote it." you pushed him off. "save it jihoon. write it for her instead." you added as you walked off to finish your initial plan, which was ride through the night. "save it." you said once more. the engine roared once more as you sped through the basement out the open roads forgetting about your once ago, lover.

"nothing hurts more than being disappointed by the one person you never thought would."
- anonymous

[A/N]
hi guys!! another imagine to feed ur angsty needs!!! kkkk~ im planning to update alot more since i stopped updating for too long and im scared of losing readers :( im sorry peanuts. i hope you guys liked this! if u did pls vote and comment!! if you guys want to request any imagines, slide into my dms yeah!!
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