Love Me Now?

Chapter 1

Before we dive into this rollercoaster of a new journey, let me give you a heads-up: my 2024 self is still picking its jaw off the floor at what's about to unfold. If I could travel back to 2013, I'd give my past self a good old-fashioned bonk on the head. Editing? Sure, I'd love to—except I'm having way too much fun reading all your hilarious comments. You guys are basically my mood-lifting cheerleaders, and I can't thank you enough. So, brace yourselves for the wild ride ahead, and my bad in advance! 🙇🏼‍♀️

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SEULHI'S POV

"Please. I'm begging you." I pleaded, taking a hold over his hand which was in my hair, tugging them mercilessly.

"Hurt?" I nodded my head, tears threatening to spill but I held them back. He snickered at me and tilted my head to look at him, "I'm so sorry dear but you shouldn't have avoid us like that. It sad that you're making my friends pissed." He pulled my hair again and I whined in a painful manner. I clenched my fist and closed my eyes, trying my best to hold back the pain he was giving me.

"Let me go! What else do you guys want from me!?" I pulled his hand again but it just worsen everything when he suddenly tugged it stronger, making me to shut my eyes so tight to bear the pain. I winced visibly but just like usual, it was left unnoticed.

"Well, you know what Minger. We're going to be hella busy this few weeks." he told and I knew what he was referring to - the upcoming soccer game. "And you know we won't have time to deal with tonnes of homework due this week, right? So, I get it you already know what we want from you."

If I could pretend I didnt know, I would, but do you really think he would spare me an escape if I say that? I've always known every soccer season technically means weeks of me suffering, isolating myself in my room, doing their homeworks as they were going to be so busy with practising they said it. Reluctantly, I simply nodded my head.

With that, he threw books and papers toward me and it was scattered on the floor. He then patted my head twice and ruffled them nothing close to gentle, making my specs to almost being thrown away and my hair to cover the frame of my face messily.

"Math is due tomorrow." He coldly stated and I just kept quiet.

After that, I could feel his gazes fell upon me. Those signature smirk stood proud on the corner of his lips before he knelt down beside me, giving me a lovely stare - which everyone in this population could tell that it was indeed, just an act.

I flinched in fear when he slowly tugged my hair behind my ears, acting all kind and innocent while in fact, he was nowhere close to that - specifically to me. "What did I just say?"

"Tomorrow..maths."

"What?"

"Maths due tommorow!"

I raised my voice a little and he slowly patted my head again. "Good."

Then, he stood up and walked away towards his 6 other friends who were talking by the side, didn't give any attention to the scene of me and jungkook unfolding just few metres away from them. When they saw Jungkook, they glanced towards me and some of them shouted a thank you each, grinning before following Jungkook to the door to exit the rooftop.

As they were nowhere in my sight, I heaved a big sigh and picked up all the books that was all over the floor. I then combed my hair with my fingers and tapped my uniform, cleaning all the dust away.

There was no benefits of crying or shouting anymore. It had been 3 years. 3 years I had been enduring all of this alone. Crying would just be a waste of tears because I knew it's not gonna change anything. They were so used of me being their shopping mall whenever they're in need.