Love Me Now?

Chapter 48

Jungkook gave her a disbelief face, blinking rapidly as his brain processed back every single alphabet coming out of her mouth.

S-She can't bear seeing me with someone else?

Jungkook questioned himself, eyes still darting on hers as hopes shone his heart - He still confused whether Seulhi trying to tell him that she indeed felt the same things as he did, or she just said that as she pitied him.

And just the thought of that broke his heart.

"That exactly what I felt when I see you with Daniel Seulhi. I felt like a loser." Jungkook told, voicing his feeling. "..especially when I see the one I love the most is now someone else's wife."

Jungkook sighed, dropping his hands down to his side. Seulhi felt so bad for him. She never knew Jungkook would be this down when she left him. She never knew and never did she ever thought that Jeon Jungkook, the bad boy who always bully her all this time, actually had the problem to get over her.

"Jungkook."

"Hmm."

Seulhi's licked her lower lips nervously and Jungkook found it so attractive that he had to fight against his hormone to stay back and not charge forward to kiss those pair of smooth lips. The lips he had been lusting and longing to taste again after a year.

"Do you love me that much?"

Jungkook looked at her intensely, "I love you so much Seulhi, so much."

"What if.. I tell you that I love Daniel? So freaking much that the only thing I want is to spend my whole life here with him." Seulhi quaffed down the saliva down her throat as her eyes fixed on Jungkook trembled eyes. "Will you still love me the same way?"

Jungkook's heart was shattered so badly into infinity pieces. So much pain to handle that he doubt his heart was still beating. He felt like dying. Hearing the one he had given all his heart to saying that she loved someone else was what he never ever wanted to hear because he was not ready to face the enormous pain that would greet him later.

"I doubt I can ever stop loving you." Jungkook made eye contact with her, "But I guess I should convince my heart to move on because you had make everything clear that it was him that you really love." Jungkook forced a smile and glanced everywhere but her, hiding his indescribable feeling of pain. "I was too late, wasn't I?" Jungkook let out a fake laugh and rubbed the back of his nape.

"He must be that someone who always treat you like a princess. Someone who make you feel at home and I'm so sorry I've never given you any of that."

"Jungkoo-"

"I'm an asshole. I know. I'm never know how to appreciate girls and when you came in my life, I started to learn it and you make me realised that I've been a dick my whole life."

"Jungkook I-"

"By the way, you're his wife and god! how rude I was to ruin your marriage."

"Liste-"

"I respect your choice, Seulhi. You have your own life and I have absolutely no right to control it. Daniel must be nothing like me and it is also now that I realise you're too perfect to deserve someone like me."

"Jungkook listen to-"

"I'm so sorry Seulhi. If I hadn't pull that stupid revenge on you, we would never be getting married and I would never fall for the nerd I've been hating all my life," Seulhi's face softened when she noticed his eyes were shaking, as if he was trying so hard to refrain his tears, "And you would never lost your first kiss to someone like me." He sighed heavily, "Which you supposed to give to Daniel."