Love Me Now?

Chapter 9

Seulhi dragged her feet to the rooftop and stayed there alone. Tears were making their attempt to run down her cheeks but being a strong girl she always tells her to, she decided to hold it all she could and comfort herself.

Since nobody would ever do that to her anyway.

She never thought that she would see Jungkook this early in the morning. She never thought that he would talk about the marriage and never did she ever thought that he would warn her to not fall in love with him.

He think I would easily fall for someone like him?

She heaved a deep sigh as she grabbed tight onto her books, eyes roaming around the beautiful sight surrounded her. Seeing the sun rising had always be her favourite things to do and she was glad that today she hadn't missed the chance to do so because it been so long since the last time she had seen one considering how many times she'd the difficulties to wake up early. But unlike any other days she had the chance, today her mind was too occupied with something else.

And dread somehow, took over her when her mind started to predict her future life.

The future where she supposed to live happily with the one she loves. The future where she could finally live happily with her own family. The future when there is no other guy named Jungkook who would make her life a living hell. The future where she can be freed from these torture. The future where she can at least get a compliment a day. And a future when she finally can smile and find a real friend. The future where she always wants to share every single moment of her life with the one who would love her back.

But, it all has already turned upside down when she was fated to marry someone she didn't want to acknowledge in her future. And eventhough the divorce would happen, the memories and the Jeon in her name soon will no doubt ghosting her future.

Wiping away the tears that she failed to hold back, she then took in a very deep breath and closed her eyes, letting the nature to comfort her.

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It's a weekend and Seulhi decided to take a long rest when her mom out of a sudden barged into her room.

"Lee Seulhi wake up now baby!! Mrs. Jeon is on her way here!"

Seulhi, who was shocked by the sudden morning roar from her mom, instantly reacted by rolling over and being the best morning of her life, she felt on the floor, face first.

She whined and slowly stood up from the floor, crawling back onto her bed as if her mom was not there, "Ahhh mom, let me slee- WAIT WHAT! Why is she coming!?" Seulhi eyes instantly went big, surprised by the sudden statement saying that her soon to be mother-in-law was coming over.

"To get you your wedding dress. Faster! Take your bath and wear something pretty!" Her mom told and just by the mentioning of the word wedding, made her to lost her mood for today.

With a sigh which she frequently used nowadays, she dragged her feets to the bathroom and took a quick shower. She then rummaged throughout her closet and pulled out a plain blue oversized shirt and a black skirt. She clothed her bare skin with those materials and dried her hair.

After that, she looked at herself through the mirror and tied her hair into a low pony tail.

And that was it. That was enough for her.

She picked up her phone along with her pouch from the nightstand and then made her way downstairs to the kitchen. Her mom looked at her.

Her mother's smiling face immediately dropped when she saw how her daughter dressed herself. She face palmed and soon slapped her forehead as her eyes went from head to toe over Seulhi's petite figure.