Love Me Now?

Chapter 47

NO ONE'S POV

Instantly, I pull her into my embrace as I hug her so tight that there was not even a slightest gap between us, so tight that I don't want to let go, so tight that I want her to know that it was her who I need in this world. Her hands then snakes around me and hugs me back, showing me the same affection, show me that she indeed , miss me the way I do.

Pulling away a little, I stare into her beautiful eyes and say,

"I miss you so much, Seulhi." I kiss her forehead.

"I miss how you laugh," I kiss her right cheek.

"I miss your scowl." I kiss her left cheek and the shade of pink start to form on her face.

"I miss everything about you." I kiss her nose and this time, I tipped my nose over hers, my forehead rests on hers and I pull my face into a smile while she does the same. My eyes then darted on her plump lips which is so inviting, urging me to delete the small gap between us and connect our lips together.

And I do.

"I really really really miss kissing you," was what I say before I claim her lips with mine. The lips I've been craving to taste after a year. She smiles, immediately respond by wrapping her arms around my neck, pulling me down to deepen the kiss as her body touch mine.

Seulhi pull away a little, her heated lips still linger over mine, "I miss you too, Jungkook." She says, tip toeing as she kiss my eyes, my nose and lastly, she crash her lips over mine again, taking away all my sensation and left me only the taste of her. Her warmth, her delicious lips and her affectionateness, which likely to intoxicate me.

That was it. That's what Jungkook had been wishing to do the moment Seulhi there, in his sight. He wanted nothing but to just pull her close and hug her all night long.

A year. Just 5 alphabets but magically felt like an eternity to Jungkook. With all the pains, the difficulty, the memories and the craves Seulhi left behind for him, turned that short words into thousands of essay. It felt so long. It just one freaking year and hell, that's how his life been without Seulhi there with him.

"So.. how are you?" Jungkook asked, gulping down the painful lump back into his throat with so much difficulty.

It just the two of them - Seulhi and Jungkook- , standing a metre away from each other. Both doing nothing but just praying for a distraction. And the best so far was, looking at the kids that were happily playing among them, smiling and laughing. So carefree about this cruel world. This made both Seulhi and Jungkook wished to turn into these kids, so that they were freed from this unbearable sufferance they currently facing.

"I'm fine. And you?" Seulhi turned to look at Jungkook and their eyes met, making both heart drummed so aggressively in their chest.

"No." Jungkook confessed, eyes directly staring at her. "Not really."

"Why? Are you sick?" Listening to her heart without the permission from her brain, Seulhi unconsciously went closer as she placed her palm on Jungkook's forehead.

Jungkook stiffed for a moment and it was when Seulhi finally came back to her sense, instantly pulling away like she just touch a 1000°C hot kettle. Like before, the gap came back to its 1 metre distance and Jungkook sighed, bearing with the pain that was crushing his hearts so very cruelly. "I-I'm sorry."

Gosh, how I miss her touch.

Jungkook thought as he sighed again.

Jungkook kept muting. Too hurt to even say a word and Seulhi seemed to notice it as she quickly broke the silence that was killing them, "Y-You shouldn't have come here if you know you're sick."