my biggest fear is ending up alone. never being able to care for someone in a way where they cared back sends shivers down my spine and allows fear to drift through my mind leaving a haunted whisper of, "will anyone ever love you?" i looked at you and i saw more of a lost cause, my fear becoming more of a reality when i knew the same feelings that went one way did not go the other. you smiled and i felt sick, not out of disgust but because something so beautiful i would never be able to claim. these thoughts ripped through me leaving darkness where sunshine should be and i was in a state of destruction that would never completely stop. i wish i could say ending up alone has been my fear since i was young to make it more dramatic but in all honestly i never had these thoughts until i met you. you became my biggest fear and ive never been more scared.
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this one was cheesy i cant help that
- kylie
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a collection of my thoughts
Randomthese are small writings i've created over a span of time and with encouragement i'm deciding to share them amongst anyone who'll read it.
