What's Inside?

it's time

An unknown voice rised behind my head
Words continue to spit and shed.

Stop being such an idiot.

He's never going to love you.

Not the way that you do.

Not the way you want it to be.

Let your heart go stone and be free.

Free from this nonsense insanity.
You don't deserve him, and neither does he deserve you.

So stop these fantasies, and listen to me as I go through.

Distractions, priorities.

Go blank and go black.

Stay away from these sugar sweet thoughts, I tell you this.

Go dark and fill it with what you lack.

When had he ever got your back?
As a friend, as someone 'special', did he ever treasure all those things?

All these efforts you bring?

Go dark.

Stop it.

I listen to it more and more.

Let go of the past and what is before.

Priorities.

Distractions.

Unfullfilled satisfactions.

Wasted dedications.

Spewing and spitting tears and blood you've sow for him.

All just wasted in the dark and brim.

And as I listen more,

This voice within me,

I completely agree.

It's time to let go and be free.

It's time to put shiver down my bones.

It's time for my heart to turn into cold stone.