Suicide is my Choice

Chapter 4: Will You....?

Me & Tyler got along but nothing fun happened.Sure, he walked me home, but that was just the starting of friendships.Today was the day before Valentines Day.

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"London, Hurry up!" I hear Tyler yell at me from outside.

"Jeez Tyler, I've only just started!" I joked to him.

I decided to leave my hair to not waste time, since I didn't have my morning bedhead hair.

After 5 minutes I walk outside and see Tyler leaning against the wall.

"Finally" He sighs.

He grabbed me by my hips and leaned me against the wall.He leaned closer to me as I felt his hot breath against my neck.He took my arms and held them against the wall.He slowly kissed my lips and and kept kissing me.He slowly led his hands to my hips as he leaned me into him.

Our crotches touched but I didn't even care right now.

"So I heard tomorrow's Valentines Day" He whispered into my ear.

I slowly lead my blue eyes into his green eyes.His green pupils shone a light green as he looked at me too.Our foreheads touched, while he held my hands.

"Will you be my valentine, London?" He asks me staring into me deeply.

Tyler's POV

I needed her to now she was mine.Forever.She had a hickey on her neck, but it didn't show much.

"Tyler, I-" 

"Please, no love, just a...valentine." I say begging.

"Tyler..Fine" She says looking down.

I lover her so much.But I just couldn't show it right now.I slowly nibbled at her neck until I heard her whimper.

"Found it" I say smirking.

I kept sucking and nibbling on her weak spot as she moaned softly.

"No, Tyler, we need to get to school." She said quietly.

"C'mon, let's just stay home." I say closing my eyes.

"Well, I didn't get ready for nothing." She says, laughing. 

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London's POV

We took a long way to school.He grabbed my hand, but I decided not to let go.I felt...awkward.Since we were just friends.Best friends.

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During class, I realized Tyler wasn't there.We also had exchanged seats.I hadn't realized because we were late.And..we both had detention.I didn't know where my new seat was.

"Uh, Mr.Silfrig, where's my new seat?" I asked my teacher.

"Oh right next to..." He looked down at his paper. "Jake."

"Fuck." I mumbled under my breath.

I walked slowly to my seat seeing as Jake lay back, chewing a gum.When I arrived there, he gave me dirty looks.Of course.

After 30 minutes of suffering, I really needed to use the bathroom.Since Tyler hadn't let me go in the morning.

"Um, Mr.Silfrig, may I use the bathroom?" I asked.

"Go right ahead." He answered.

I walked up and when I reached the door, I felt a paper ball hit the back of my head.It couldn't have been Brittani, because she was at the bathroom too.As I reached the door I heard Brittani's voice.I slowly opened it, not making any noise.I saw as Brittani's bag lay on the floor.

I looked up and I say Brittani leaning against the wall...Tyler making out with her.He held her hips, as he did to me.He even nibbled at her neck, as he did to me.He even whispered, "Will you be my valentine", like he did to me.I could even see as she noticed me, so she moaned loudly.

She kept staring at me making another move.She took off her shirt and started touching his crotch.I heard Tyler enjoying it.She started smirking.I fell apart.

"Oh baby, You're the best at sex.." Brittani says squinting at me.She pulled his hair and bit her lip.

I broke down to my knees and started sobbing, Tyler turned around.

"London..Its not what it looks l-like.." He says stuttering nervously.Staring at me.

I leave the bathroom, running to my locker.I open my lock, giving Tyler time to catch up to me.Only 4 feet away.I quickly try to avoid him so I grab my book bag and run outside.I just left my locker open.

"Leave me alone Tyler!" I yell, my voice cracking.

I look back and there he is, he try's catching up to me, but I run faster.I see bits of my house, then I see the rest of it.I stick my key into the keyhole and get inside.

I quickly shut the door behind me, locking it.After a second, I hear Tyler banging on the door.

"Please London, I didn't mean to." He confirmed.

"I don't believe you" I sob.

I take off all my clothes except my underwear and bra.I took out a knife and walk slowly over to my bathroom mirror.

"This is it.." I cry.

I took my sharp knife and cut myself on my arms.One by one.I then cut my thighs,I was so fucking fat.I started crying loudly.

I looked into the mirror,seeing all my cuts.I cut my back, seeing as the blood dripped.I kept cutting myself faster and faster.

I saved one part for last.

My wrist.

I picked up my knife again.Soaked with blood.I looked down at my wrist.

"This.Is.It." I confessed.

I took my knife and slowly hed for my wrist.

BOOM.Tyler got in.

I looked back at my wrist and decided to do it before he enters.I spot a vein and decide to cut in that spot.

I dragged my knife onto my arm, sliding it slowly over my vein.Not pushing it deep in.Yet.

"STOP LONDON!" Tyler yelled at me.

"NO,TYLER!" I shut the door and lean against it.

The knife I had was too heavy.I dig into my pockets and find my razor.I slowly look at my wrist.

"If I want to do it, do it now, London" I whisper to myself.

I reached my razor up to my neck and slowly digged it in.I slowly felt like fainting, cutting 1/3 of the line I wanted to cut.Blood was everywhere.All over my body......

I passed out.

Tyler's POV

Fuck.Fuck.Fuck..!! Noo!

I heard a faint thud coming from inside the bathroom and run over to it.I open it and see London laying on the floor holding a razor in her hand.

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