Suicide is my Choice

Chapter 12 : Best Day? Not at all.

I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing. I got up from bed and ran to my phone to see who was calling me.

Tyler

I mean, yeah I was mad at him. But I had to reply. Talking to Tyler made my day. Today we were gonna go to the auditorium again to see a play. I answered the phone and held it up to my ear.

"London? London, I can hear you.." He told me as I slowly answered.

"What do you want?" I didn't add much anger to my voice but it sounded mean.

"London, I'm sorry for stopping you. I know you want to kill Emma as much as I do but.." He stopped as I waited for a answer.

"But what Tyler? You know, I always get the sense that you just like me because I make you like me. It hurts inside when I see you with another girl and I know I would hurt you if you saw me with another boy. Which is why I don't see other boys. You need to realize what you do sometimes because you hurt other people without even knowing it." I knew he would be silent for a long time.

We stayed quiet for a long time but he broke the silence.

"London, I love you. And only you. I mean, yeah I will go out with other girls because I can but I just-" 

I hung up because I didn't want to hear what he said after that. I needed to get ready for school anyway. I walked to my bathroom to brush my teeth, use the toilet and then fix my hair. I just simply made a fishtail on both sides of my head and brought my hair into a ponytail.

I went back to my room to pick out my clothes and chose a crop top that was light blue, jean type, and cute. I chose a white skirt that was soft as hell and a long sweater that kept me cozy. I slipped my toms on and ran downstairs for breakfast. I smelled bacon and eggs as I saw a woman cooking.

"Who are you?!" I screamed. Uncle Stanley came running out his room and looked at her.

"Oh my god London. You scared me." He said calmly.

"Who is she?!" I told him. I was scared to hell, but he still wouldn't answer my question.

"She's my..girlfriend. Her name is Jasmine." He said aloud. He walked over to me and whispered something to me, "Be nice." 

"Hi Jasmine. You're food smells delicious." I tried the best I could to be nice.

"Hello. Thank you by the way." She smiled kindly as I walked to a cabinet. I took a granola bar out. I sat down on a chair and looked at her.

She was wearing her hair out and a bathrobe on. She had my uncle's slippers on.

I finished my snack and slipped my coffee into my panda book bag.

"Bye guys." I said to both of them.

I walked outside and saw a black car in front of my house. I ran over to see Scarlett and jumped inside. We laughed as I entered.

"How did you know where I live?" I asked her.

"Well...Rumour spreads fast." We laughed it off and got to school.

During math, I kept looking at Tyler. His blue eyes were beautiful and shiny. He caught me staring at him. I looked away as quick as I could and heard him chuckle. I felt my cheeks get warm and red.

When we finished, I ran to the auditorium and sat in the back. After every one got settled, I noticed Emma sitting next to Jake.

Slut.

I didn't see Tyler anywhere so I went to the staircase. When I entered, I bumped into someone.

"Watch where you're-" He looked down at me and grinned.

"Cyril! Hey..Haha." I laughed and looked down awkwardly.

"Hey London." He smiled at me and grabbed my hand.

We walked into the auditorium and sat down in the back. He held my hand as I asked him questions.

"I didn't know you were in this school.." I told him.

"I entered last week. It was tough. I got bullied in my other school." He answered all my questions one by one. My last question was quiet simple.

"Have you ever had a girlfriend?" I whispered to him silently.

It got really quiet and I didn't like it. Silence fell. I looked up at the stage and saw the actors still singing and dancing. Everyone was laughing and cheering but not making a sound. I looked to Cyril and he said something to me that I couldn't hear.

His lips moved towards mine as he reached down to behind my ear and me to his neck. We kissed so softly that when we let go, I could still feel the movement on my lips. I turned around and saw Tyler looking right at us.

Oh no.

"I-I'm sorry. I gotta go." I told him as I walked out the back door.

I slid past Tyler and ran outside. He followed me outside and grabbed me. 

 "Tyler let me go. All you do is hurt me! " I escaped his grip and looked at him.

"London..You know I never try to hurt you." He told me."Please."

I felt bad and decided to do something about it.

I remembered the old times when we were happy and not fighting.

*FLASHBACK*

He was so..cute. He was dancing to my music and carrying me around. We were just dancing around my room. 

I lip-synced the song to him.

Take your hands off my hips and kiss my lips

Kiss my lips

Kiss me all over

Are you gonna take that risk 

Take that risk

'Cause we're only getting older

I said kiss my lips

Kiss my lips 

And do it all over 

I know you weren't expecting this tonight

He was grinning at me by the time I was done.

I was slowly walking towards him as he grabbed me by surprise and started kissing me. We were already on my bed by then, kissing heavily. After a while we just played board games and told each other secrets.

*FLASHBACK ENDS*

I kissed him as He held me by the hips. I loved this.

"London." He said while our foreheads touched.

"What?" I told him.

"Promise me you won't stay with that jerk." He told me.

I knew exactly who he was talking about. 

Cyril.

"P-Promise." I said.

He kept kissing me, but throughout the kiss, i didn't feel tense anymore.

I didn't feel the spark.

It wasn't the same anymore.

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HELUR GUISEE!!!! <3 SUCHHHH A LONG TIME SINCE I WROTE AND I PROMISE TO MAKE IT UP FOR YOU BY *DRUMROLL* WRITING THE NEXT CHAPTER AS LONG AS I CAN :D LELS 

STILL!! I AM SOO SORRY AND I PROMISE TO MAKE IT UP FOR YOU.

DID LONDON STILL LIKE TYLER?

WHO KNOWS? I DO. (I seriously don't)  OH WELL. WE'LL FIND OUT NEXT CHAPTER.

AND BTW DID ANYONE NOTICE WHAT I DID THERE? Silence fell. DOCTOR WHO ;) LELSLELSLELSLELLS AND THE SONG WAS Dev ft Fabolous - Kiss my lips (Dj Kue Remix - Youtube.   :) 

-RomanticStyle <4 <-- Divergent. lels. (Four.Tobias)