Suicide is my Choice

Chapter 6: The Decision

I woke up feeling a bandage around my throat.It felt uncomfortable.I felt really nauseous and I felt like throwing up.I saw a garbage right next to me so I get up but I fall right back down to my bed.

I realized that I had wires and connection on my whole veins, arms, legs, and everywhere.I made a really loud noise and it heard like everything was crashing.I heard the door boom open and I see nurses coming through the door.I threw up allover myself.It was disgusting being covered in shit that went up the other way.

All the nurses connected the wires again and rushed to get a mop and paper towels.I just laid there while they cleaned me up and got another hospital robe for me.I didn't like them because you could see my ass.

"Okay, you're fine now.Just rest." One nurse told me.

"Um, how many days will I be staying here?" I ask impatiently.

"Maybe until next week."

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And here was next week.All I got was flowers from Tyler.And a card from my uncle.All he said was that  to stay safe and don't be weird or anything.Thanks Stan'.

I finally needed to go home so all the doctors said it was nice having me there, & that I was a very good patient.Sure.

When I went to get my clothes from the clothes section I overheard nurses talking.

"Did you hear what that boy said to that girl with the crazy hair and stuff?" One nurse said.

"Haha, not clearly, did you?" The second nurse said.

"He said...{"You probably hate my guts, don't you? I will never date you because..."} and the rest no one heard." She exclaimed, holding a coffee in her hand.

I already knew why.Because Brittani.I clenched my fists and gritted my teeth and squinted my eyes.That.Bitch. I picked out my clothes and put them on.They stinked.

I ran home and saw Tyler leaning against the door waiting for me.He was looking around and I think he saw me.He waved and didn't want to wave back because I was mad at him.i saw a girl pass me and run up to Tyler.She hugged him.It was Brittani.

I knew why they hadn't noticed me.I looked totally different.My hair was all messy and curly, I had NO make up on whatsoever and I looked like a total wreck.I'm such a fat bitch.

I ran to my door and quickly unlocked it.I noticed that Tyler had noticed me because he stared at me for a long time then he ran up to me.

"London?" He asks.

"Don't.Fucking.Touch.Me.Tyler." I say through gritted teeth.

"Oh my god London, This isn't even something.." He says annoyed.

"Sure"

I run up to my room and go outside to my balcony.I lean against the fence and start thinking, was it really all just an act? Should I forgive him..?

*****

I didn't have to go to school for a whole week.Which was fine by me.I didn't like school.Getting bullied? Then you'll feel my pain.I try to hide my scars but they always come back.I try to solve my problems but they just run back to me.

What should I do? I run downstairs to my kitchen and slide across the floor to my refrigerator.I decide to toast bread and spread nutella all over it.When I'm done making my meal I go over to my living room and turn on the t.v. I ate my snack and felt full.

I fell asleep after a while since nothing on tv was good.I heard knocking at the door so I quickly put on my slippers and walk to the door.I open the door slowly and since I had 2 doors, I could see who it was.It was a boy.No, not Tyler.

Jake.

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Cliffhangerrr!! Why is Jake at London's home???

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