Suicide is my Choice

Chapter 5: Die.Kill Yourself London.

London's POV

I woke up in a hospital bed.I couldn't open my eyes a lot but I tried.I only managed to open one eye.I turned my head and saw my Tyler sleeping on a chair.I called the nurse in.

"Ma'am, how long have I been here?" I ask dizzily.

She looked down at her charts and looked back to me,"2 weeks ma'am, you were in a short coma, any other questions?" She asked me nicely.

"...How long has he been here?" I whispered, pointing to Tyler.

"He came every afternoon and left around 5 in the morning.One day a security had to escort him out because he didn't want to leave.." She whispered, looking down.

"Why-Why didn't he want to leave?" I ask stuttering nervously.

"You're-You're heart stopped for a very short time.He freaked out and yelled at the nurses to do something.We tried but after awhile we had to leave you on you're own.Then he held you're hand and whispered something..We don't know what he said." She continued.

"Oh, Okay thanks." I say weakly smiling.

I felt a tear.After awhile i was crying my eyes out and I couldn't see anything because all my tears blurred my vision.I think Tyler heard me sobbing because he started moving around.

"I'm so sorry London.." He whimpers.

I stayed silent.He was looking down with his arms on the armrest.

"Please forgive me." He whispers.

"I don't think I want to do that right now." My voice breaking as I close my eyes shut.

I hear the door open and see the nurse.

"Is everything okay? I brought some flowers, a girl outside gave them to you.I think her name was..Brittani." She smiles nicely.

"Yes everything's fine and thanks." I grab the glass flower vase with roses inside.

I turn to look at Tyler and he has a shocked face. I read the paper taped on the flowers.

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Kill yourself. Tyler's mine -.- And I hope you die here ^.^ Please do :)

-Brittani <3 Bitch. t(-.-)t

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I threw the glass vase across the room, hitting the wall. It shattered into pieces. Tyler ran to me. Giving me a hug.

"Let me go faggot." I say.

"No London. You were gonna die..I-I would never let that happen." He whispers, I can hear his cry.

I started crying too, then I hugged him back. I just needed a hug.

"I'm still mad at you." I say looking down.

The nurse booms into the room with a scared look on her face.

"WHAT HAPPENED? IS EVERYTHING OK?" She yells looking around the room.

I point to the broken glass.She turns.

"W-What happened ma'am?" She tried to keep her cool.

"Well, I-I threw it.." I confessed."I'm sorry."

"No worries" She says calmly.

She left the room and returned with a dustpan and broom in her hands.She broomed it up and said, " I'll leave you two alone now."

I saw Tyler look at me with the corner of my eye.

"I'll explain-" He says staring at me.

"I already know." I interrupt.

"Y-You do?" He asks.

"Yeah, you made out with her." I hesitate.

"Noo London" He cried."You're wrong" He says putting his hands over his face.

I heard the door open.I turn to look and see Brittani.She walks inside and closes the door.

"Having fun Tyler?" She says smiling."London, liked my flowers?" She smirked.

"You bitch." I muttered.

"Oh what was that? I cant hear you over me and Tyler having sex." She slowly says, staring at me.

"Get.The.Fuck.Out.Of.Here.Brittani." I say with my teeth gritted.

"Brittani stop." Tyler says looking up at her.

She walked over to him and sat on his lap.

"What's your deal babe?" She asks planting a kiss on his lips.

He didn't even move.I threw my thin sheet over my head, still able to see everything.

She was slowly moving her hand up his thigh and kissing him.

"No stop." He snapped."Not now."

"Why not? We've done it before." She giggled."Even in front of this skank."

I slowly turn my head and start crying. Why me...

"Get out of here." I stammered.

"Who?" Tyler asks.

"Both of you!" I yell."Go have sex somewhere else!"

Tyler had a sad look on his face. I think he was gonna cry. I saw a tear roll down his cheek as he stuffed his hands into his pockets and walked out the door. Brittani followed him.

"This is why Jake doesn't like you." Brittani whispers under her breath, smirking.

I look down at my arms and see my cuts. I start crying and crying. I would've killed myself right there. I felt my neck and felt a really small cut. I was going too slow, I thought.

I see the door open and see Tyler running up to me. He grabbed the side of my head and kissed me. It was weird because I felt a spark. I felt butterflies in my stomach and kissed back.

"London, I love you. But just friends.." He whispers to me.

"I-I love you too." I cry.

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