Suicide is my Choice

Chapter 11: Scarlett?

I  looked into his beautiful hazel eyes as he shook my hand.

"Uh, sorry..I'm London." I told him.

My sleeve slid down my arm. He looked down and saw my cuts. He looked back at me with a shocked face. He took off his sleeve and showed me something. Cuts.

"No." I said.

"No what?" Cyril asked me nervously.

I walked quickly away from him. I got home and looked back. He was just standing there. I went to my bathroom and opened my cabinets. I took out my nail polish remover and took off my black polish. I cleaned my face, as my mascara smeared under my eyes. I covered my face with my hands as I cried into them. Today is the day I change.

*The Next Day*

I got up from bed and heard the door open. Tyler! I ran downstairs just in time to see Stanley putting his jacket on the hook. 

"Hey..You came early." I said.

"No I didn't. It's April. I said April 8." He replied.

"Oh. Well, can I stay home today? I don't want to go to school.." I asked him.

He looked at me with squinted eyed and studied me.

"You look different.." He told me.

"Well, ya know. Hair up. Eyeliner off. And nails unpainted." I joked. "So please?" 

"Ahh, i see. Ok fine, you can stay. But i'm going somewhere.." He looked so mysterious.

"Where?" I asked nosily.

"Just..Somewhere." He said smiling.

"Oooh. Stanley's got a girlfriend.Stanley's got a girlfriend." I sing-songed to him.

"Be quiet London." He smiled and blushed.

"Ok fine. If you need me i'll be in my room. Wait you won't need me. You'll be with "'her"'." I teased.

I walked back into my room and jumped on my bed. I liked this version of me. I turned on the tv and started watching spongebob. I was thinking of what to do for today and decided to go an amusement park. I remembered my school and thought FiddleMor High School. It was boring. I changed my clothes. I was wearing red skinny's, black boots, red and white plaid shirt and my hair up into a ponytail.

I brushed my teeth and wrote a letter for Stanley when he comes home.

Dear Stan, 

I went to the amusement park for today to just wear off my...loneliness. Ok? I'll be back before 12. Maybe.. Hope you have fun with the mysterious woman. Cause I know I will. ^.^ 

-Love L <3

I finally rushed out the door with my phone and wallet to get to the amusement park. I rode on a bus, taxi, then bus again to finally reach my destination. I ran outside and smelled the smelly air. Ahh. I wanted to ride bumper cars but then I saw the roller coaster and went to the roller coaster instead. 

I walked up and paid for my own bracelet ticket and then rushed to the roller coaster ride.

DraGonian

What a cool name for a roller coaster, I thought. I showed the guy my ticket and he told me to sit with another girl. Since there were no more seats.

"It it OK with you?" He asked me.

"Uh..Sure." I smiled to make him think I was happy with it.

The other person was a teenage girl that I've seen before. Scarlett. She had been my best friend before but we broke apart. I didn't talk to her at all and I've seen her in the hallways but I never said Hi. I tried to avoid eye contact and when we got on, I rested my head on my hand and put my head down.