Suicide is my Choice

Chapter 3: Just Friends

I woke up getting a call.I saw the caller ID, as it said, "Uncle Stanley." I decided not to answer it, since I knew he would just yell at me anyway.It went to voicemail, and all I heard was, " I'm leaving for the month.Stay home and do our chores.And don't do anything stupid." 

I wondered where he was going, but then I remember last week he told me he would go to business trips every month or so.I worried about myself because, usually he'd leave for a week or less.

I head to the bathroom and wash my face.Mascara had smeared across my face.I cleaned my face with makeup remover and applied my eyeliner.I put some heavy mascara on and my lashes looked super long.It really brought out my light blue eyes.

My stomach growled so I went to the kitchen.I decided to start from scratch so I made my self a bacon, egg and cheese sandwich.Mm.After I ate my delicious breakfast, I chugged it down with some fresh, cold water.

I walked back upstairs to my room and picked out some clothes.I chose a white shirt, some black skinny jeans, a black and white plaid scarf, black and white converse, & lastly a black leather jacket.I put on a mustache neclace and my dark purple ring that my mom had gave me.I obviously had brushed my teeth so then, hair.

I had teased my hair to make it really puffy and tense.I put alot of hairspray to keep it in place and I puffed up my bangs.It covered my eyebrows and mostly my eyes.Perfection.Well, almost.

I grab my panda bookbag and walked out the door.

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The first subject I had was math.3 periods.Damn.I walked to math class, but halfway through the hallway, i fell.Guess what? Jake had bumped into me.On purpose.I got so mad at him.He laughed when I fell on my knees.The whole hallway laughed.I picked up some of my books but left the rest there.When I got to class I realized Tyler was in the same class.I kept looking and checking him out.Until suddenly..

"London, whats the answer?" Mr.T asked me.

Why mee?

"Uh.." I didnt know what he said.I heard my name.

I turned to look at Tyler and he mouthed something to me.

"a23?" I say akwardly.

"Well, correct! Good job London" He says cheering for me.

I look back at Tyler and mouth back 'Thanks'.After class, I realized he was staring at me the entire class time.I mean, I thought he WAS cute, but I fell for Jake.

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After class,I walked to my locker and put all my textbooks inside.

"Hey London" Tyler said smiling.

"Oh, Hey..How do you know my name?" I asked looking down.

"London, You're in my class..And by the way, I'm Tyler." He said shaking my hand.

I felt a little spark.What the fuck was the that?

"Obviously, Uh, Tyler..Do you like me?" I ask shyly.

"...Just friends? Okay?" He says inching down towards my face.

He left a cute kiss on my cheek and walked away.

A friend..1 friend.I started crying.A friend.An actual friend.These tears werent sadness.It was..Joy.

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Tyler's POV

I had slipped my number into her pocket when I gave her a peck on the cheek.She acted so cute.The way she whispered because she was so shy.The way she closed her eyes when I kissed her on the cheek.The way she always looked down when someone talked to her.She was beautiful.But, Just Friends..