Suicide is my Choice

Chapter 14 : Slut

I sat up from bed and stared at the wall.  What do I do with life now? I asked myself. I looked at the clock and it said:

3:37

Damn. I don't know why I woke up right now. I just did. 

MORNING

I woke up with a pillow in my face. It was a Thursday and I had nothing to do but go to school. I did the usual routine and finished early. I grabbed my book bag and raced out the door. As soon as I opened the door, I saw Cyril on one leg, holding flowers.

"For the lady." He said.

"Aww, you didn't have to." I said to him.

"Well I did. So yeah." He said awkwardly.

"I'm gonna put these in a vase, be right back." I said to him.

"I gotta run. Bye." He said as he left.

I went upstairs and quickly put the flowers in a vase. I looked down my window and saw Cyril. He was laughing and talking to someone. I walk a little bit right when, 

BOOM

I fell on the ground, with my face staring up at the ceiling. I got up and looked out the window. I saw no one roaming the streets except the houses lined up and the cars driving back and forth.

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I was at school and I was focusing on Mr.Guftrey. I wrote my notes as I looked back and saw Cyril passing a not to Scarlett. She saw me, as she quickly hid the note and smiled at me. I just turned around and didn't smile back.

At the end of the period I shoved my things in my back bag one by one. 

"What's wrong?" Cyril asked me.

I walked out the door and left my other things just laying in the desk. 

I walked out and felt an arm tug me back. 

"Why did you just totally dismiss Cyril? My lord." Scarlett said to me.

"Yeah, cause it was definitely my fault I saw you flirting with each other." I said roughly to her.

"Flirting? Wow London, yeah, we were passing notes but, flirting? Really? Got to think more if you thought we were flirting." She flipped her hair and walked into the cafeteria.

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I got my lunch and sat down at my table. I saw Scarlett clicking her heels to me.

"I seriously can't spend a whole lunch without talking to someone, I'm sorry for earlier." She told me.

"Gimme the note." I said to her.

"What?" 

"The note Cyril gave to you!" 

"No! It's my business! And I won't let you see it! " 

I grabbed the note from her book bag and started to open it.

I know, but we can't-

I saw the beautiful writing, but saw as she pulled away and threw her food on her clothes.

"Oh.My.God." She said with tears. 

She ran to the bathroom with her heels echoing down the cafeteria. Everyone was staring at me while I went to chase off Scarlett.

"Scarlett wait. I'm sorry, I didn't-" 

"You know what, London? You always make mistakes and everything you touch gets destroyed and ruined. No wonder you're parents left you. My god, London. Learn to be a woman." She interrupted me and went straight into the bathroom.

I felt the tears comng up. I just stood there waiting for Scarlett to come out. 

Suddenly, I felt a hand cover my mouth as I get tugged into the janitors closet. I tried to scream, but I stayed quiet. 

The room was dark, as I felt muscles and hands cupping my cheeks.

I turned on the light as I saw Tyler laughing.

"You dick." I said, hitting him on the arm.

"What was that for?" He said, laughing his voice out.

A few moments later, I realized what just happened.

"Oh my god." I said sitting on a cardboard box, and put my hands on my face.

I started crying and sobbing, while my hands still covered my wet face.

"Hey hey hey, what's wrong?" He said crouching down, removing my hands from my face.

"S-Scarlett..She's gone. Everyone's gone, Tyler. I-I have no one left." I sobbed.

"London. Shut the fuck up. You have me." He said, removing a tear from my wet face.

"Tyler..I tried so hard being a normal girl. I try, I really do. But-But.....Why can't I change?" I said looking down.

I heard the bathroom door open as I run out, seeing Scarlett turn her head towards me. Tyler walked out behind me, glaring at her.

"Slut." She says to me.

"No-Scarlett. I wasn't doing anything in there. Please." I say, looking back at Tyler.

"Oh where? Oh why? Oh what, have I done. Please Scarlett, forgive me. For I am a jerk. I beg, for forgiveness. Oh please." I sang, my voice cracking in the end.

You see, We sang this to each other when we were little, when we got mad at each other. And somehow, we forgave each other. Always.

"No. No. You cut the fucking bullcrap. I am done with you. You always.Ruin.Everything." She walked away, faster than you can imagine. Being the little bitch I knew.

"Lets go." Tyler said, grabbing my arm.

He led us to his car, as I got inside.

"So..who the fuck is she?" He asks.

"She used to be my best friend.." I replied quietly.

He asked questions and questions. Finally, I heard a knock on my window and turned around.

"Cyril?"

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I KNOW. I KNOW. I WROTE VERY LITTLE. SOOO SORRRYYYY. I WAS IN A RUSH. 

THE GUY IN THE PICTURE IS LOGAN LERMAN, EXCEPT WITH THE HAIR HE HAD BEFORE. HE'S SUPPOSED TO BE TYLER..

TELL ME WHAT YOU GUYS THINK. OK? 

BYEE

-RomanticStyle <3