Suicide is my Choice

Chapter 10: Forgive me.

I ran home. I ran away to my room. I ran to bed. I entered my fluffy blanket as I cried. Over Tyler. Then the questions come to my my head.

Why should I cry over him?

Why am I sad over a boy who hates me?

Should I keep acting "normal?"

I got in the shower and put it on hot. Very hot. I washed away all my problems and made it fall down the drain.

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Tyler's POV

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I decided to leave her alone. She doesn't need me and I don't need her. I walked back inside school just in time as the bell rang.

"Hey babe." Emma says, flirting with me.

She had long blonde hair and a beautiful body. Any girl would die for for her curves. She was wearing a yellow crop-top and black shorts that reached right below her butt. Along with that, she had navy toms and looked fucking sexy. After a long time I finally said, "Hey Em." Winking.

She giggled and slid her hand into mine as we went to class. As I went inside everyone watched me.

"Dang Ty, you got another girl?"  Dylan joked, leaning back into his chair.

"Shut up Dylan." I mumbled.

I walked to my seat as Emma sat on my lap. We had a substitute so we all just chilled and had fun.

When class finished, I was nervous to get to the next class because London was in my class. I didn't expect to see her there at all. As I entered class I saw London sitting in her seat with her head down.

"Class, we're going down to the auditorium because of a meeting with the teachers." Ms.Dreterean told us. We all cheered as we all grabbed our book bags and ran downstairs. I looked back as I saw London getting up slowly and leaving, bumping into me.

"What the hell?" I said angrily. She just left my presence without talking at all.

When I got downstairs I saw Emma calling me to sit next to her. I saw London sitting in the back with her hoodie on. I was nervous because of what I was thinking. I need London. I realize it all. I can't go one day without her. Never.

I walked down the isle to get to London as I felt someone grab my hand. I looked to see who it was as I saw Emma tugging on me.

"Babe, sit here." She complained."What are you doing anyway?" She asked.

"Just..." I didn't want to tell her or she'd get mad. "Nothing." As I talked to my friends that sat with me and Em.

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London's POV

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I looked up seeing Tyler. Why did he have to hang with them? I knew Tyler was trying to get to me. Honestly, I wanted him to beg for me to forgive him and for me to love him again. It felt good. I wanted him and I knew he wanted me. We wanted each other. I decided to text him. I took out my phone as I scrolled through my contacts. 

Tyler

I clicked his name and chose 'text' as I sent him a text.

I saw you walking here.. What stopped you? 

I waited for about 10 minutes as I felt a vibrate.

It was Emma.....I'm sorry :( I was trying to get to you though ;)