ANNE

my life 15

"Fuck". He cursed again. I didnt remember this one,it almost felt new. I stared at him again,just to check that this was a  memory, but it looked so real.
Anne,memories don't go forward until you react in that  same fashion.
The good ol' jasper,always eager to help me,hell this was the only friend I had except Leah.
I found the guts to force a " what happened?" And pretended to be half of the person I was back then. I wasn't entirely sure about what I said,but when he opened his mouth to say something,I realized that I had said the exact words.
"My mom forgot to divide the sandwiches" he mumbled out. My heart melted at his cheekiness, I knew it,the factors increasing to 12% for my love for Andy. Better not talk about love, maybe some other day.
Such a Small detail couldn't make him curse though.
"So?"
The memory advanced,thank fuck for that,as long as I keep playing it cool,he couldn't kill me.
"Can I-I-I use your jawline?"
I legit had to strain to hear this incoherent request. A blush crept on his cheeks,as he tried not to laugh at his LAME request. I cocked an eyebrow at him,and he didnt move.
Anne what have you done?!
I saw in horror as this pure, angelic version of Andy faded to dust. No,no,no,no! I needed him at this moment, this memory flashes through my brain like lighting, this was of our kiss. He'd brush his fingers against my jawline and gently pull me into the kiss. The pain returned in my hand,even more severe now. I couldn't hold it anymore,I had been happy, just for a second,until I fucked it up.
I screamed at the top of my lungs, only to be clapped shut by someone's hand.
I shook my head, almost enough to snap my neck,I felt like I was drained of energy,if only I had eaten something more than a mere cookie. I felt someone push me over,honestly I just went limp afterwards, not sure if I was alive or not.