ANNE

my life 23

My breathing was getting was getting even more hitched. I drew in more breaths to calm myself down.
It was of no use,as my vision was not clearing up,instead it became more blurry.
I heard someone knock on the door, I hoped it would be Leah but it was the waitress who came with my mocha.
I looked up as to see this peculiar person again,she stared at me with those starstruck eyes like she had never seen a person terrified to death.
I don't want to die again,like I almost did by that life-threatening  attack on my neck.
I touched my head again,this time the blood had spread to my forehead. Luckily my black hair covered the crimson streaks dripping down.
The lady helped me to get up and rubbed circles in my back. Its wasn't like Leah's touch, almost like a mother would do for a kid who grazed his knee.
Stupid kid,crying over a mere graze.
I decided to thank this lady for rescuing me from this eternal nightmare.
Well,not exactly. Kind of like the after shocks of this ethereal nightmare.
I leaned heavily on the lady as she escorted me out. I gasped at seeing the entire café deserted.
Did Leah and Rod just leave without me? Ah who am I kidding? She doesn't care for me,I might as well just let Andy kill me right now,as I've got a silent rejection by Leah. She wouldn't date me as she wasn't a lesbian or bisexual.
Why was life so hard sometimes!?
The lady invited me to her car,which lead to think that An- no,nightmare Andy must've heard me think about him.
I walked in the car,not sure if I should let her drive off a cliff and kill me.
Good,I was ready for this. My entire body was shaking by the excitement in death.
Anne!
What now,Jasper?
Don't do this!
Why? Leah doest love me,I'll be just doing her a favour by erasing my existence.
She Loves you! Not like a lover but like a sister! Don't do this!
There was some point in his speech.
Convince me, Jasper.