ANNE

my life

(i must say,i have no idea what to do when i reach 1k, going screaming my lungs out seems like an good idea)

(ALL OF YOU,I THINK MUST BE WONDERING WHERE LEH WOULD BE DOING,SO THIS IS A LEAH POV,IT MAY BE TRIGGERING AS SINCE ROD HAS LEFT HER,SHE IS NOT THE SMILING LEAH WHO YOU GUYS USED TO KNOW)

Leah sighed at the walls,which were a creamy shade of white,now brown due to nicotine smoke.she wasn't feeling like herself,she just felt empty,nicotine is supposed to calm your senses,but for her it didn't work,just filled her lungs with tar.

She could have killed herself when Rod left her,it wasn't even face-to-face,just a simple text: 

" I THINK THIS, US WILL NOT WORK OUT,I'VE BEEN SEEING SOMEONE,WHO ISN'T WRAPPED UP IN TAKING CARE OF HER BESTIE 24/7"

Was Rod cheating on her for 2 years straight?,he couldn't be this obtuse,didn't he know why only she had to take care of her? Anne was broken and had feelings for her,she could harmed by the outside world,where her parent's enemies were armed heavily. Any thing could happen when she wasn't around, like how Anne got pieces of glass in her back,and how she was laying on the washroom floor,fighting against an invisible force,Rod forced Leah to leave,leaving Anne at the mercy of whatever she was fighting.

However,when Anne got back home,her head stitch was open,drawing blood and she collapsed,Leah sighed. why was life so bad to her? 

After that,the coma.

Bert told her that Anne had awakened,and was at his house,being taken care of.Maybe Anne didn't need Leah,not anymore.

but just for good measure and for her sake,she will go and visit her,for the last time,Bert didn't have the guts to tell the truth,he was too scared that Anne will get hyper,as she wont bieleive what he will say.

she got up from the bed and sat down to write down her held back truth.

"ANNE,IM NOT SURE IF YOU'LL GET THIS AFTER MY PASSING OR BEFORE BUT I WILL NOW TELL YOU WHAT HAPPEND,YOU WERE THERE,FIGHTING AGAINST SOME SORT OF INVISIBLE  FORCE,MUMBLING SOME WORDS.

I KNEW THAT YOU'LL WAKE UP THERE,ALL ALONE,BUT ROD FORCED ME TO GO AND NOT MENTION  THIS TO YOU,NO MATTER WHAT.

BERT IS ANDY'S BROTHER,THEY HAVE 2 YEARS OF DIFFERENCE,ANDY HAD A JEALOUS SIDE,YOU KNOW THAT ALREADY. IN HIS JEALOUSY HE HAD HURT BERT,NOT SURE WHY. HE COULDN'T LIVE WITH HIMSELF,HE MESSAGED ME THAT HE GOING TO KILL HIMSELF,I SCREAMED NO BUT ALL I HEARD ON THE OTHER END WAS PAINED SOBS AND A LOUD CRASH.

AFTER THAT,I HELD HIS SECRET,I WAS HIS ONLY WITNESS,AND YOUR ONLY FRIEND AT THAT TIME,I WANTED YOU TO BE SHINING,HAPPY SO THAT IS WHY I DIDN'T TELL YOU."