ANNE

my life

I hated being awake,every second I'm away from Andy just kills me from the inside.
"Anne."
I just kept scowling at him.
"So," he cocks an eyebrow at me"don't want to drink it?".
He leaned dangerously close and  pinned me to the wall in a split second.
I screamed and tried to push him away from me,but before I could do that, one of his hands pressed on my throat.
"S-stop..," I muttered weakly,"D-dont!"
I felt my consciousness slip away but before that I felt he was forcing the chocolate drink down my throat.
It felt like lava,that drink.
"Bert...," I tried to say but I couldn't. I'm not sure if he even heard my voice.
"I'm sorry, Anne." He mumbles,"you left  me no choice. "
"It hurts." I blacked out.
"What hurts Anne?"
"Everything." My head,my heart, my throat and my legs.
He reached over to me and connected his lips to mine,it wasn't a pity kiss,he towered over me and gently caressed my head wound. I found myself melting in the kiss as it grew more passionate.
He pulled himself away from me and carried me to the bed and I felt the uneven beating of his heart,he was definitely crying.
He laid me down,I could feel his guilt in every move he made. After laying me down he stormed out of the room,flinging curses at himself.
I was back again to that room,this time it was empty,only me and no one else.
"I saw that." Andy chuckles behind me.
I hugged him with full force,and started crying. He rubbed circles in my back.
"He tried to kill me!" I wailed out."I don't wanna live with him, I want you!"
"I know,its just the way he acts sometimes." He said very calmly.
"Everything hurts so bad." I said gripping his shirt tightly.
Everything felt just right when I was with Andy,I felt like I should die. The fraction of love I had for Bert shattered away when he strangled me.
He should have kept doing that.
I wanted to die anyway.