3 | an absense of my father (and everything else that hurt me)

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in my most luccid of dreams my father unbecomes until he is — nothing.

crafted by what is not there is the absent father i always wished him to be; dissappeared in practice — not only in theory.

in the space he leaves behind is our inheritance:

1) an absense of self loathing

2) a shrunken version of axienty

3) a surplus of oxygen.

in this home, at last, is a space.

where i can breathe —

that is. until i wake up.

- for daughters of fathers who manic pixie dream maluable little girls

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