At Last. [EXO Sehun FanFic]

Ch.1 - At A Distance

Seo Young's POV

                  After 8 years, I can still hear my mother's voice outside in the kitchen and my father's voice outisde in the living room. I still hear the cars crashing and the screaming from the incident. I can still see the fire burning my parents down to ashes. I, Park Seo Young, can still remember everything that one summer evening, when my mom and dad died at the Han River due to a tragic car accident. It was the worst evening of my whole life. After that night, I never spoke to anyone ever again because I was too shocked by the fact that my parents died. I never went outside. I had no childhood friends. No one knew my name. Living alone in a house for 8 years felt really lonely, but at least I didnt have to interact with anyone in any way. I still had my parents in my heart and thats all that really mattered to me. 

                    Every morning, I would wake up, brush my teeth, eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner like any person would. However, I would stay in bed and look at my parents' pictures in my spare time. I had no intention of going outside to get fresh air because I was scared I would come towards another human being. Besides, I had no chance of gaining a friend. Ever since my parents' death, I never had the support or comfort from anyone. I was alone. Sometimes, I wanted to commit suicide so I can live in heaven with my mother and father. I wanted someone to kill me, so I won't feel afraid anymore.

                    It was my birthday today. February 16th, 2014 was the day I turned 20 years old. When I was 12, after the incident, I promised myself to go outside. I promised I would go after my dream of becoming the greatest singer of South Korea. I vowed that I would go to Jung Sang University of Arts and I would graduate from there. Of course, I wasn't ready at all. However, I knew that my parents would feel content if i did this for my own good. I wanted to be successful and become rich as my parents so that I can be happy again...so that I can go after my dream...so that I can be the old me -- the old me that my parents wanted me to be today.