Tiva short stories

All of me

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All rights go to john legend for the song. *trigger warning*

Zivas POV

I'm in my apartment thinking about Tony, I've secretly been dating him for a month, Gibbs doesn't know obviously, but what TONY doesn't know is ever since Saleem and Ray I've been self harming, not as much since I started going out with Tony only on the odd occasion when I get flashbacks. I've been really moody, and Tony can see that, my self esteem and has went really low, I'm so fat and ugly how can Tony be attracted to me??? I sit there sobbing on my bed with a gun and water on the beside table and a bottle of pills in my hands. Thinking whether or not to take my life. I start to think about Tony....

What would I do without your smart mouth?

Tony's POV

I was thinking about Ziva well driving to her apartment. I knock on the door at Ziva's apartment, I'm really confused on how she has been acting shes been...

Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down

I'm wondering...

What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh oh

I hear the door open.... her eyes look red and puffy, "what's wrong Zi? I wanna help you" I ask concerned.. "Tony I'm weak. How can you love me? I'm fat and ugly."

How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh oh

I could see the bottle of pills and gun then said "I love you Zi you are so so beautiful! I can't imagine the world without you, I need you please! I love you so much."  "Tony I... I don't know what to say, except I'm sorry for everything I've done and put you through, and I love you too"