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My eyes are sore . I almost feel like crying but I cant . Im still worried about Louis . I hated that about myself ... How much I could care , It was a good thing but also deadly , I literally just met him 17 hours ago and I still couldn't get him off my train of thoughts .
I beat my alarm , snoozing it before it can make another annoying loud buzz . My covers breech over my face , my head hiding under the covers ; I twinkle my toes , watching them all move in order.

Sweeping my legs off the bed , a yawn parts my lips with a stretch to my arms , I flick my hair over my shoulder and do a slight chilly shake.

' What do I wear ? ' Cluelessly I rummaged threw my drawer quietly trying not to wake gemma ... I didn't care much for Harry .

The way he slept even annoyed me . He's strunged out across the matress , his legs streched our hogging the entire bed , I couldn't imagine sleeping in the same bed as him. Laid across his forehead the fractured wrist rested with his hair messly spreaded across the pillow and the other hand hid inside of his pants with his mouth slightly parted sucking in air and slowly releasing it from inbetween his pink lips .

" Ugly stupid boy ! " I hiss under my breath . Granted , it was a dumb statement but I needed that off my consciousness .
" Im actually girl " He groans huskly . I jump hitting my hip onto my dresser holding back my scream,  I grasp it tightly trying to eliminate the pain .
" That explains alot " I whisper harshly. He isn't even awake or moving nor is his eyes open .
" Yup , so basically im a lesbian " He says with a taunting tone . I was not here to amuse this boy , let alone let him sleep in my dorm !
' Annoying ! '
" I didn't ask you "
" You never do "
" Shut up " Gemma groans , shuffling around in her bed .
" Yeah shut up , your waking Gemma up " He snuggles his head into the pillow,  turning onto his side " Why are you even up this early ? "
" It's none of your concern "
" Do I look pussy to you ? " He cant be serious ! Useing that filthy slang . Being the curious idiot I am , I actually look at his face and it's the same exact dead expression.
" Yeah actually , you do " Why not taking advantage of the situation ? I knew he wouldn't dare threaten me infront of Gemma .
" Im glad your being honest , that's a big step for a pathological liar " His sarcasm for everything angers me , making my hate for him bud .

I don't bother to feed into his bickering . My palms grips a flush towel from off my dresser and I start for the bathroom .
I lock the door to make sure Harry doesn't intrude my privacy and strip from my grimy white sun dress . The blood stains scream to me , giving me flashbacks from last night that I was trying to neglect .
I turn on the shower leveling it to a nice temperature , I dip my toe in to make sure its not to much of hot or cold .
The water spills on my body like a holy fall , the feeling similar to getting baptized , I cringe .... It reminded me of the times me and Donnie went to church every sunday morning togather like soul mates ..... My first love , My first kiss .... and hopefully my first intercourse . I smile to the thought and let chills lace up my spin .

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I pull my rolling stones graphic tee over my head , flipping my hair from underneath its trap .
I dont bother with my hair , its always absorbing time & draining energy .

' Sandals or Sneakers ? ' This was a constant debate every morning . At one time I was such a dude all I owned was sneakers but as I got older I realize it was time to define my feminie side .
' Ehhh .... Sneakers' My internal thoughts bring a shrug to my shoulders . It didn't even matter to me . I prefer sneakers anyways ; growing up with three rebellious brothers and two spiteful sisters , it was the only thing you could wear to keep your toes from break too .