erotic [ h.s ]

Under the influence Part 3

" So now your not going to talk to me? "

I knew it . The whole thing was a careless blunder .

If it wasn't for that god damn drink I had ,

If i wasn't high out of my ass that night ,

if Gemma didn't ask me to threw her phone ,

if I didn't text Donnie the adress out of pique ,

I wouldn't be in this fucking predicament.

" Yeah , two orders of double cheese burgers please " She tells the clerk , plastering a fake smile on her face .

That smile was merely as fake as her love she professed for Donnie .

" Hey ! " Waving my hand to and fro , infront of her face, still having no effect on her mind set .

" It's because Donnie here , right? " I scoff , a pathetic laugh leaves me .

" No , it's because you went threw my phone ! And texted my ex boyfriend MY ADRESS ! Not knowing if I even wanted him to know where I was ! " So she says " ... I think it's best we keep distance for awhile ."

That " Awhile"  meaning while Donnie was here .

" Wow your f*cking petty " A sarcastic smile , glides upon my lips " You just want me to hang low awhile cause Donnie here , that's all ".

Ignoring my petulanted come back showing me once more exactly why I hated younger girls .... Fuck , I knew I shouldn't have got caught up in with a freshman in the first place .

The clerk rings a bell , placing a brown paper bag leaking of fattening oils on the counter.  " Thank you for purchasing at inside out burgers , next ".

Snatching the bag in a haste of fury , her face expressing a sign of irritation.

" TALK TO ME " Im sick of the bullsh*t ! It's annoying sh*t out of me .

" Immature seventeen year old b*tch " I mutter , laughing at my inability to realize I shouldn't have gotten involved with a inconsequential teenager .

" For what ?! I'm immature seventeen year old b*tch . " Raising an eyebrow at me , we brutally bumps shoulders .

I don't care .

I don't care .

I don't care .

I do not f*cking care .

" Because that's what YOUR acting like ! " I'm pacing after her , trying to keep up with her stamina , screaming impetuously at her but that liquor is really effecting me .

" So what do you want me to behave like ? " Still walking and shouting carelessly , momentarily loosing balance every here and there

behind her ; now that I contemplated  about it ,I shouldn't have killed that six pack .

" One of those girls you can smash ? " Doesn't sound to convincing but i'm buying her offer .

wait ....

You had to be sh*tting me ! That's what she was mad about ? She took things to literal .

" That would be nice ".

" Leave me alone "

" No "

" LEAVE ME ALONE "

" NO ! F*CK YOU ! F*CK DONNIE ! F*CK YOUR FAKE RELATIONSHIP THAT NEITHER OF US HAVE RESPECT FOR ! YOUR SO LUCKY I DIDNT TELL HIM - " A burp slips out and I loose my balance , reluctantly bumping into a black automobile , I catch my