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Was it worth it ?

MAKE SURE YOU VOTE AND COMMENT but this chapter really has no moral it was just to update but i hope you like it , but I'll make the next chapter better :)
- Jessy

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He didnt even say good bye ... How hard was it to say good bye ? Or goodnight ? Did he not feel any remorse ?

" Where's Harry ? " Gemma asks before I can even get a foot in the door . " He went back to his apartment " I breath dropping my keeps on my dresser , falling effortlessly onto my bed .

" Oh , I thought he would be staying longer " Of course you did b*tch ! Oh god what am I saying ... I dont know where all these curse words were coming from . " Oh well " I say starring blankly at the celing .

He was a hopeless cause , i didnt understand what I expected from him ... gosh . " Bad night , huh ? " She pulls her blanket all the way up to her neck , sinking her head into the pillow .

Agruing with Harry had really drained all my vitality.

" You could say that " I kick my shoes off , thudding against the creeky wooden floor. I tuck my pillow up , fixing it for my appease I dont even think about changing , Im to tired . I slip my shorts off , pushing them off my ankles with my toes . I peel the blanket back , pulling it over my legs , I get to drownsy to reach for the covers before I pass out .

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Our dorm room slams . My head pops up instantly , but my eye sight and the dark didnt seem very captable . Gemma doesnt even budge , how much of a heavey sleeper could she be ?

The only person I know who just come in was Harry ... " Harry ? " I whisper , squinting my eyes trying to make out my surrounds . " What do you want ? " He whispers back maliciously . Im scared to answer him but I have to . " Why are you here ? " Im still soft and gentle with my words , I dont want him to lash out on me . " Fuck you " He spits hastily . He places his bum at the bottom of my bed , pulling his brown leather boots off . I reach over for my glasses , placing them properly on my face , I sit up in my bed . He's starring so intensly at me , I feel the animosity traveling over from his gaze for me . His eyes are so ... red and ... barely open , the tip of his eyelashes are meeting with his bottom ones , almost combined togather as one . " Stop starring at me " He's so mean and ill-mannered , it makes me sick . " Your the one starring at me " I spit back just as quickly . " No im not ! im looking at the wall behind you so shut your face " He sticks his tongue at me and starts laughing with himself . He isnt funny , nor was his stupid little wise crack . I couldnt tell if he was awake or just sleeping walking .... maybe he had mid-season allergies . I fold my arm waiting for him to shut up but he doesnt get it . I kick him with my foot , almost sending him flying off the edge of my bed .

" Oooo , is someone getting physical with me ? " He teases bouncing his eyebrows , his fracture hand resting on the ankle of my foot . I stern my face . " You touch me first , I can file for sexual assault " He sasses me , moving his head with exaggeration after every word he says . He over selled the act . " Your stupid " I say and mean it . " Whatever , move over " He waves his hand to the left side . " Move ov- " His shirt tugs over his head , frizzing his hair . Perfect was all I could say to describe it . He had an entire new tattoo collection , I never saw . He doesnt have a six pack and its so adorable , it only made him ten times move attractive to me . He wasnt fat but his stomach was flat with little light brown hairs trickling up to his navel . Two birds swooped down his toned chest and a butterfly inked into his skin , just above his stomach . I see 17 Black across his shoulder blade as he crawls up next to me on the bed . I cant voice no but he takes that as a yes . He has the spot against the wall and I get no choice in the matter but to be on the outside ... I hated the outside . Pulling the cover up to his benefit , he slides his skinny jeans off , kicking it off the end of the bed .Still proped up , I hoping he realizes Im starring at him . " Why are you in my bed ? " I mean there i clearly an empty bed over there and this one wasnt big enough for the both of us . " Cause I dont want to sleep by myself " He snuggles his head into my pillow , looking up at me with red tinted eyes , which was rare .