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john's plum

I figured cause i haven't updated in a long time I'd bless you guys with two update twice
-Jessy xoxo

A soild week, thats how long it was since me and Harry talked . Maybe everything that happen in the bathroom over whelmed him and after days of thinking about it , I understood that maybe he just wasn't the guy I should be dealing with . God removes people from you life sometimes for a purpose and i guess ... That was it . I mean don't get me wrong i deeply enjoyed the oddly troubling weeks i had with him but it was exhausting and id rather have stuck with my small town boyfriend that i knew rather ... So that's why i did .

" Anyways , im going out tonight with some friends so don't stay up worrying ".

I never did and probably never will . I'm a little confused as to why she doesn't invite me but there probably an extremely good logical behind it so I don't ask . I rather spend the rest of my daylight hours with Donnie .

" I never do ".

" Sure you don't " Her hand chucks my butt and I kick the bottom of my foot into the side of her leg .

I heave the cover from over my head and sit up in my bed . Donnie comes to me in thoughts . I miss him . My stomach starts to tingle , just thinking about him made so many exquisite emotions come running at me like a speeding bullet . A smile defining my lips . I cant . I feel my cheeks burning red as I bury my face into my hands .

3 knocks come to the door . I peer over at Gemma's bed , seeing the bathroom door just close . I guess it was all on me .

My toes embrace the frigid wooden floor , tip toeing easily over to the door . I grasp the door knob throwing all my body weight into the door with all my effort before I wrench it back .

Lovely , Allison.
" Out the way fucker "
" good to see you too ".

Gemma just comes out the bathroom thank god

" Catch you later , F*cker " Gemma ruffles my hair , planting a kiss on my forehead .

" Its Tucker ...it always has been Tucker ".

9:30pm

High waist acid washed shorts , a black stomach shirt , red and black flannel button down just in case the temperature dropped any lower and my black vans .

My lips colored red and my curls holding tight . I couldnt believe it was me in the mirror and I dont thi donnie would either .

A knock comes to the door . Just one . And my knee's weaken . I hope he doesnt think im trying to hard but ... I just wanted to .

I grasp the door knob throwing all my body weight into the door with all my effort before I wrench it back .

" Donnie " I throw myself onto taking in that scent of .... Donnie . It was the only way to describe it . I had become to fond with the smell that it was nothing more then just breathing air at this point .

" I missed you , baby " He hear him whisper to me before he hold's me tighter in his arms .

I wanted to live in this moment forever intill I reached the end of my days but I knew I couldnt and it was nothing more then just another one of my wishes and fantasies I had for me and Donnie .