" Owww " .
My vison is soften , thoughts obsecure as to my environment .
What happened ? I squint trying to focus my vision . I see Tuckers ugly light blue sheets and im certain of where I am . I sit up , my neck cramping harshly , I try to rub the feeling away but eventually i grow immune to the feeling .
OOOHHHHH . I past out .... laughing to hard I think it was ? & they just left me here ... didn't even put me on a bed or something ? Assholes .
Oh god , I was going to put Gemma in the worst head lock ever and Tucker .... Tucker ... I had something worse in store for her .
My head spun with dreadful schemes , taking me awhile to regain homeostasis. I rest my right shoulder on the mucky walls , heading for the main door out of this pathetic dorm . Indignation pacing threw my ice gelid veins , my mind set fixated on making Tucker cry of affliction . The idea was mentally satisfying internally but it wouldn't happen . I knew it would alonely happen in my imagination. Everything I had the knowledge and stamina , she'd be my antidote not to demolish her physique . The idea becomes harsh in my conscious. I shouldn't . She's just a girl . I could never lay my hands on a women no matter how vile .
" Hey Harry "
Oh look who it was , Smokey & The Smokets smoking nothing else but cigarettes , that was nothing new .
" Hi Donnie" I fade a smile and nod my head .
" Why don't you come over anymore? " She almost whines , annoying the sh*t out of my brain cells .
" That was one time Dee " I keep a gratifying tone at heart though I wanted nothing more to feel her bones cracking under the pressure of my thumbs pressed against her pastel ghastly neck .
" Well lets up that number then " She takes a long pull from her cigarette , hearing her unprepossessing gang of friends struggling to hack up a foul laugh .
" Maybe some other time " I say but don't mean . Finally, the integration is over from those filthy hags .
A stranger holds the door open for me and I thank the young female .
Its nightfall . I didn't even know the time . I didn't have a f*ck to give about where Gemma and that stubborn b*tch was ..... but I still did . It ate at me . I couldn't help but think the worst things possible . Not about Tucker but Gemma , I know she wanted space since she was college now but she was still my responsibility.
" I called you like 3 times cunt " Im dont even have to look to know who it is .
" And .... Im not your bitch " I shrug but I still take out my phone anyways.
" Yes you are , we clarified this the other night mate " A slap impacts my back and a arm rest on my shoulder .
" So I dont mean to get nosey but uh-.... why are you coming from that direction? "
" Im glad you asked . Well you know Allison ? "
" Are you trying to piss me off Zayn?" Zayn .... how did I put this into a polite sentence. He was the cocky-iest d*ckwad on this campus but I loved him , he was the alonely guy I trust in my entire life .
" She has a little sister ... Gina , I think it was but thats besides the point , she gives the best head , I swear " It makes me laugh because she sucked my d*ck first but I didn't want to blow his high .
" Wow " I wave my hands about sarcastically.
" Im not finsh yet " He smirks , his cheek bones elucidate threw his skin.