erotic [ h.s ]

Under the influence pt.1

" Gina invited me " She seems scared , almost hesitant to answer me .

" You know that's not what I mean " My eyes so weary and merely shut , if it wasn't for the danity American accent I wouldn't have known it was her .

" I know"  She admits , a cool breezes makes chills break out across her tawny skin , her hair blowing gracefully from her face .

She's so desirable just standing there literally doing nothing ... maybe it was just the heavy effect of the whisky and cannabis mixed into one.

" Uhm " Her azure eyes trail back and forth for an answer , I watching her and it puts me at ease seeing her contemplate " I'm here to be a doctor".

I don't buy it . I laugh at the absurded answer . " Is that what you really want ?" I raise an eyebrow , hoping for honesty in her in her answer.

" It is " She nods , pulling all her lengthy hair upon one shoulder. I remember how superior the scent of her ombre hair was , it weaknes my knee's.

" Or is it your mom's? " Im careful , I have knowledge to her father's death and don't dare touch the area of sensitivity.

" Maybe both " She let's a brief feminine laugh voice " What about you ?"

Im still thinking about her dad . Now I knew when we had sex I couldn't command her to call me daddy . That sucked .

Tucker POV

Louis . All I can think is "DONT LET HARRY SEE HIM GOD PLEASE ".

I maintaining my eyes on Harry but my mind is wondering ... I have so many questions to ask that its distinguishing my insides . I missed him more then I should've , maybe he missed me ... thought about me? .... worried maybe ? I don't know. I diminish the foolish notion immediately.

" I ...- "  My ear tune out , Louis looks good ... His face is still recovering but he appears to be in a stare of intense euphoria ... ' F*ck , focus Tucker ' . It takes me a moment to realize Harry's  virdiscent eyes are peering down at me with incertitude , hinting some exasperation " Am I boring you ? " He asks , finally removing those blood-curdling eyes off of me , he stares into his cup sighing .

" No " I say , a tone of desperation . I know he doesn't believe me , he gives no knowledge of my vage attempt to apologize.

" Seriously, your not " I'm on the tip of my toes now , placing my hand his shoulder . He's very tense under my touch but it fades a second later . A deep breath exhales from his nose , flaring his nostrils ; Harry's jaw tense with rancorous , I hesitantly remove my hand ; sinking back to my height.

Im terrified to move , speak or so much as breath the wrong way , fearing he will lash his fury out on me.

My eyes trace to find Louis but I can't spot him , I lost track with Harry time consuming attitude .

" What ?" He's tone softer then I exspected , he glimpse over his shoulder holding a long focused gaze.

I'm busted and I know it now .

" Louis looks good " He says surprisingly absentminded ..... OH MY GOD , How could I be so stupid? And oblivious ? He's high . He's under the influence. The low red eyes , how fast he lost focused,  all the questions , how drowsy he looked but energetic at the same time ... That smell.

" What ? I've got something on my face , yeah ? " How improper his use of words made him even more attractive. His fingers tracing over his face , trying to feel for crumbs or so sort of bump but he stops in a matter of seconds . I can't stop studying him , I've had never met a person being under the use of drugs .... It made me so curious but afraid as well .