Monster: Sequel To "Relax..."

27: Stop

- Yomi Moon -

I slam my door shut after taking a while to even find my room. I jump onto my bed, staring at the ceiling with tears in my eyes.

I've never been so confused in my life.
Tao, Lu, and Kris are gone. Jackson is in the hospital, and - my eyes slightly widen as realization hits me. Sehun. Sehun did this. My eye twitches as I slowly sit up, staring instead at the wall. The tears keep streaming down my face, but my face is blank and void of any possible emotion.

A low chuckle falls from my lips. Then another. Soon I'm hysterically laughing, laughing so hard my stomach aches. Sehun did this. Sehun ruined my life. From the very beginning to now. Everything is Sehun's fault. As my laughter dwindles, a simple, honest thought comes to me.

I need to get revenge.

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The next morning I wake up an hour earlier than I usually do, humming an old tune as I go about my morning. I take a refreshing shower that leaves the scent of cherry blossoms trailing on my skin letting my hair fall in beautiful natural curls. 

I spin around my room, dancing to the non-existent music as I get dressed. I get dressed in a pastel pink sweater over a plain white collared long sleeve all tucked into a slightly flared black skirt. I pull on knee length black socks with pink and white Adidas, smiling into the mirror. A knock sounds on my door, perfectly on time with breakfast. 

The door opens to reveal D.O, who jumps when I squeal happily. "Kyungsoo!!!" I yell, jumping on him in a hug. He looks extremely shocked, his eyes as wide as saucers. He gently pats my back before asking if I'm alright. I smile brightly, nodding my head vigorously. 

"I'm great, I'm glad to see you've barely changed," I hum, smiling at him. A small smile adorns his face as we walk, casually talking. When we get to the doors he opens one for me, letting me walk inside first. I smile at him thankfully, bringing my gaze to the rest of the room. 

Another smile breaks onto my face as I wave excitedly to everyone, everyone looking back at me with surprise. In unison their eyes all go to my right hand, seeing the ring perched there. They all cheer loudly, coming to hug me tightly. With the exception of Lay and Kai; Sehun is nowhere to be seen. 

After squeezing away from the boys I walk over to the other two awkwardly standing beside each other. I smile at them both before hugging them too. I pull away from them before smiling gently and taking a seat at the table. I turn to all the other gawking boys expectantly. "Well? Are we going to eat?" 

Everyone sits down and begins to eat with light chatter, mainly me asking them questions and them answering them honestly. As we're talking and eating I watch Kai out of the corner of my eye, seeing him blank faced. I slowly take his hand under the table, squeezing it gently. He gives me a surprised look before gently squeezing back. 

Sehun is the only one who doesn't show up at breakfast, not that I'm complaining. "Can we talk upstairs?" I ask Kai quietly. He smiles a little, nodding. I smile too, looking back to my food. 

Soon I'm bidding goodbye to the others, walking out the room with Kai. "Where's Sehun?" I ask quietly. He motions to a door before leading me to his room. 

"What did you want to talk about?" He asks hesitantly. He doesn't make any eye contact with me, keeping his eyes to the ground. I gently lay a hand on his cheek, giving him a soft smile. "I'm sorry for yesterday, I just needed someone to lash out at, it shouldn't have been you" I whisper. He finally looks up at me, a unreadable look in his eyes. 

"No, I've been horrible, you needed to do that-" "Stop," I say sternly, pressing a finger to his lips to get my point across. His eyes flutter shut softly at my touch, his lips slightly puckering around my finger. 

"Stop doing that, I forgive you. I was wrong, and that's okay. It's not your fault for everything Kai," I say, looking deeply in his eyes. He sighs quietly, his breath brushing against my fingers. He slowly opens his eyes. "I feel like I owe you everything," he whispers. 

Something takes over my body and I move my hand, instead pulling him in to press my lips against his. 

His lips instantly mold against mine, feeling perfect. I gently caress his face as his arms wrap around my waist. "I love you," I whisper genuinely feeling it in my heart. He smiles, repeating my words before reconnecting our lips. 

I don't know which one of us shuffles our bodies to his bed but my back soon presses against the soft silk of his bed sheets. The cool of his blankets eases my rising body heat, placing kisses of chills against me as his lips do against the revealed skin of my stomach. 

My fingers glide against his shirt, the buttons coming undone under my fingertips. His mouth falls against mine elegantly, his hand trailing down my arm to finally intertwine his fingers with mine. My nearly bare torso presses against his bare one, and I can feel his heart pounding just as fast as mine is. 

He gently leads my free hand to his pounding heart. "Even if I am dead, you still make my heart pound," he whispers. I smile up at him. In this moment there's nothing else but him and I. Nothing else matters, nothing except this. 

Us. 

I lead his hand over my heart as well, smiling. "You make my heart pound just as much," I whisper softly. He chuckles, leaning his head down to kiss me again. My hands drift down his back, my fingernails gently scratching against his back muscles, dragging a low moan from his throat. 

I grab his belt and his hands stop me. I look up at him in slight confusion. "Kai-" "Are you sure?" He asks. I smile a him. I raise my body up on my elbows, stretching a little to meet his lips again."Positive,"I say. He smiles and ours lips meet just as they're supposed to.

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Short chappie but I feel like you all have waited quite patiently for me to get my shit together. 

Expect another update soon